Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Fantastic Christmas

Well it has been a busy month! My kids did a great job at their winter concert..and the principle is quite happy with me. :) And I keep getting other random students coming up to me saying how they want to join... I have a feeling we'll have a huge choir in a few years. Mwahahahha.

I got sick over a week ago with a cough and it's being extremely stubborn.... It feels like it's just stuck in my chest. That seems to be a theme lately... being stuck..... my platelets are definitely stuck. There's no point in checking them.... they're low still, I'm sure of it. :(  This March will mark the 3 year anniversary of being diagnosed. And Feb will make the 2 year of h-pathy. And still nothing. Stuck. Absolutely stuck. Can someone please dislodge what ever needs to be dislodged from my being so I can HEAL. It's really exhausting. I'm getting tired.

In other..better...news: I got a fuzzy fox/wolf hat from Steph for Christmas. It's awesome. I posted this picture on FB and my students want me to wear it to school. Hehehehe. We all had an amazing dinner, opened presents  and played Wii. Really nice Christmas this year. Low key...and good times with wonderful people.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Well that's a disappointing number....not to mention shocking..

I have to say... a part of me was not surprised... a small part. Somehow I knew it was low..though I wanted to deny it, thinking maybe if I THOUGHT a higher number, that would somehow make it so. Alas...that is not the case.
19.
Really? ... Damn.
I wanted to burst into tears at first... Back into the teens? It's been almost three years now, and I'm almost back to where I started. :P Not a fun feeling to say the least.
HOWEVER...
I am using this as a butt gear kicker and motivator. I was slacking off with exercise and sneaking sugar and gluten and dairy and meat and oil and salt back into my eating. Granted... it's still NOTHING close to how bad I used to eat.. but it was sneaking in, none-the-less. I used the fact that I was treating myself with homeopathy as an excuse (for whatever reason)... thinking that it wasn't what I was eating, cause it didn't seem like it was effecting me. Well now... clearly I'm doing something wrong..... Something very....very....wrong.
Man this sucks, though. A part of me wants to fall on the floor and totally give up... another part wants to fight. The rain and cold does not help the fighter.... *facepalm*

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Sick and re-dosed

Yeeaaahhhh... Who had some apple pie? All sugary and white floury....? That'd be me. And who got sick the next day? Of course... me.
So now I have a cold. :P
And I re-dosed last night. 1 drop.

Friday, October 26, 2012

LM2

Dosed one drop of the LM2 two nights ago... Feeling really good. Really on top of things and emotionally really great. Not sure about my platelets though. I can't decide when I should check them... it's been well over a month since doing any other energy work.... Shouldn't they have moved just a little bit by this point? I want platelets, damn it!

Monday, October 22, 2012

Re-dosing check in

Wow I've been busy.... STILL not fully moved in *facepalm X 100*
Re-dosed last night and three nights before that. I think tomorrow I should dose at LM2 (one drop, clearly).

Last night I danced for 6 hours. Man I love dancing. It was an awesome night.. 7pm-1am. Went to bed by 2:00ish.... then had to get up at 6:30am for work. Then got back home at 9:30am and slept till 12:15pm!! ... got up and went to my other work. And then went straight to Sac State to play for a silent film. There was a bunch of fancy well-to-do folk there... and TV crew and reporters. Man I hope I did well. I think I did, at least. :)

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Busy and scattered

So I'm STILL not fully moved in... there is just a LOT to do... hence the lack of posting.
I re-dosed my constitutional at some point between now and the last post a week ago, but forgot to write it down. *facepalm* I felt like I burned through it within the day.. so maybe I should go to every day instead of every 3 to 5? The bruises just keep coming.... faster than the heal, for sure. Wrestling with my friends probably doesn't help... but I hate not doing what I want to do because of not having enough platelets. Uuuuggghhhh.

On a totally different more awesome note, we had our run through of the silent film today. It went very well and everyone was pleased with what I did... Phew! The only thing I had planned was the themes for the Curse, the Lovers, the Lovers Sorrow, and the Child (I made all that up). And everything else was me improvising the whole time. Hee hee hee. The actual performance is on Monday. Hopefully I'll get some time to plan just a little at least... though improving the entire time DOES work... planning would be better though.

Exercise has been almost non existent save for the morning walks. Hopefully that will be remedied once I get settled in. Blah. At least I'm enjoying myself here... We are all having a fantastic time. :)

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

End of Goldenseal

Right!... So.... I started the Goldenseal last Tuesday...  come Thursday, I start feeling like I have the flew (and in the middle of teaching, no less)... I mean I felt terrible. Headache, for one..and just an all around crappy feeling. I took my temperature when I got home: 96.4.... I generally run around 97.7 (I should know...since I take it every day now...).... so being a degree colder was slightly uncomfortable. I had to take some Tylenol for the headache, and then took a nap. By Friday I was back to normal again. Was this die-off symptoms? Who knows. But today is my last day of the goldenseal. AND I'm re-dosing my constitutional at 9 drops tonight (if I remember... I'm totally passing out as I write this).

I found yet another nasty dark purple hard bruise.... and I wasn't hit very hard..so..yeah. I cried after I found it during my ritual 'check yourself naked in the mirror for bruises'. It was so incredibly frustrating. Just by going by that one... my count still hasn't moved. Frustrating. Upsetting. Confusing. Disheartening.The wait continues... the long.....long........long............long..........wait. If my count isn't moving by March, I might just have to give up, cause I really don't know how much longer I can take this. My hope is running very thin.3 years of trying a failing really wares on a person.

Wow tired! I'm totally falling asleep as I type.... I should go to bed.......

 

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Goldenseal

The thought crossed mine and Leah's mind the other day that perhaps I have giardia.... cause she had sulfur burps and vomiting episodes when she had it. And it turns out h-pylori is another name for it...or very similar.
So I got some goldenseal yesterday to give it a whirl....won't hurt to try!....At least I don't think so....I'm taking 3 capsules a day for 10 days. Today is the end of day 2.
I'm also about to go re-dose my constitutional at 8 drops.

Today and yesterday was BIG moving days. I have almost everything packed now... and most of it is moved. All that remains is books and the big furniture.
So yes....I'm sitting at my computer.... in my new place. :) My keyboard is set up as well (cause I have a LOT of composing to do over the weekend).
It still hasn't sunk in that I'm moving..or rather, have moved. Odd. Cause every time I move there's a very specific feeling that goes with it....but not this time. Maybe it's cause I was spending so much time over here for the past few months.  Anyway... It feels good. Really good. I'm very comfortable here...and I LOVE how close I am to dancing now. Hehehehe.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Tonsils healed...toe healed... Time for Mudder

Took some Sulfur 30X for the tonsils. That seemed to do the trick..though it totally knocked me out. I took Monday and Tuesday off work (all jobs...even German Choir). There's still a tiny bit of crap on them...but barely.
I got a massive headache Tuesday...and ended up taking 1,000mg of Tylenol. :( It just got worse and worse and I just couldn't handle it. It's been a LONG time since that's happened.
 
The toe is almost completely healed. It still hurts a tiny bit....but it's totally doable for Saturday.

I have acne like crazy. It's insane. I've had it for over a month now...solid. I know my hormones have been bouncing around...so maybe that's it? Or just crap is coming up and out? It's really annoying. I should also be more diligent with my eating.. I know.

Tough Mudder on Saturday! Wheee!! I have NO clue what my count is... I wanted to check, but won't have time. Maybe it's better if I don't know.... I'll be careful, either way. :)

And then moving on Wednesday!!! AAAAHHHHH!!! :D

Monday, September 24, 2012

Tonsil check

White stuff is still there.. and now it hurts. Oy.
I'm calling in sick today.
And I got April's email...which suggested to take Sulfur... so I did just now.
Come on body, you can do it!

Sunday, September 23, 2012

This is what I get for climbing a tree.....

Funny.... last time I climbed a tree... I had more platelets......

I also just dosed 8 drops of my constitutional. Now it's time for bed and hope my tonsils heal quickly.

Now the tonsils... *facepalm*

So my little toe is doing VERY well. But now my tonsils are FULL of white crap.... at first I thought it was a tonsil stone, but I couldn't get it out because my tonsil was swollen. Then today, I could REALLY feel something on it...and on the other one as well... And when I checked them in the mirror, I was shocked and stunned to find that they are just totally covered with white crap. Currently, my throat doesn't hurt at all and I'm not running a fever.... they are just gunked up!
I'm wondering if I went over board with the remedies for my toe, and now I'm getting a proving symptom from one of them? I tried to avoid that by putting it in water and shaking it every time before I took a sip.... but maybe not? Goodness I hope that's the case!!! It's really uncomfortable, and really seems like they all showed up all at once. Both tonsils are red and swollen...but don't hurt. It's weird. April wasn't answering her phone, and I can't find anything on the hpathy website. *facepalm* Guess I'll stop all the remedies and just keep gargling salt water. Maybe I should take my constitutional?

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

The little toe

While out for a morning jog, I smashed my little toe into my friend I was jogging with. Unfortunately, I was barefoot....hence the actual ability to smash a toe.
Now it's bruised, swollen, and hurts to walk on. Aaaaand Tough Mudder is in 10 days. *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm*
I've both taken Ledum and Hyperycum (spelling?) orally and am soaking my toe in it as I type. I plan to do this daily.... I want to be able to go dancing by Friday, damn it.
Come on body. Do your healing thing.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

The tunnel

Moving, though exciting, is stressful. Stress and platelet counts don't mix. *facepalm* And I've been bouncing back and forth between where I live now and where I'm about to live...which is also a bit jostling... and doesn't help for my dosing.
So I just dosed 8 drops tonight.
We'll see what happens. I'm trying to keep my hopes up. It's been two years since my water fast got my count into the low 30's... 35 isn't that great for two YEARS. Ugh.
When I was first diagnosed, the doctors said it would only be for a week..... and every week I wasn't better, the tunnel and the light at it's end seemed to grow. And then weeks turned into months...and the tunnel grew. And then months turned into years. Now the light is very hard to see.
I started H-Pathy a year and a half ago, and made the same mistake thinking things would move fast. And by 'fast' I mean faster than years upon years. All the stories of people getting their count up within a year makes me jealous.
I have new bruises. Dark and purple..some of them hard from blood building up under the skin. Not a day goes by without me thinking about them. Not one. *sigh* Is this ever going to be in the past? Will I be able to look back and say, "Oh right.... I vaguely recall that... Yeah... that really sucked then. Glad that's over! Phew!" That'll be a fantastic day.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Lots of health stuff

Platelet count: 35
Not bad..... not great... but not bad. I was REALLLLLLLY hoping for something out of the 30's for ONCE. But at least it's not the 20's.

I re-dosed my constitutional at 7 drops. Major stomach acid now. *eye roll*

My period started WAY early. 27 days. That's unheard of for me. o.O

I started getting a sore throat yesterday, and now am sick with a cold today (albeit rather mild)

My masseuse can tell that big stuff is going on in my life right now.... I didn't even have to tell her what's going on...my body is showing it. One thing that came up was my gall bladder meridian was all clogged (PAINFUL...goodness....). We weren't totally sure what that was about...so I just now looked it up and found this:
The Gall Bladder is responsible for making decisions and judgments, as well as providing courage and initiative.  
Wow. That's dead on.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Sulfur in my mouth.....yay.......

Today I keep tasting sulfur. I just want to exhale DEEPLY and be rid of it! BLEHCK!!! Mom walked in and was talking to me and commented how bad my breath smelled....abnormally bad. Great. I'll have to pop a bunch of mints before dancing tonight.
I wounder if a purge is going to happen tonight? I have mixed feelings about that.....

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Sulfur 30 update

Today was a sleepy day, for sure. And lightheaded (which means a lower count)... but that might also have to do with the fact that I'm ovulating (or at least.. I'm pretty sure I am... I just started doing FAM (fertility awareness method)...so I'm still getting the hang of it)
I've also now got a little bit of a sore throat... and had a headache earlier.

We had an awesome game of Scategories to end the night. Great fun. Now for bed. :)

Monday, August 27, 2012

Sulfur 30x

Per request of April, I've take Sulfur 30X..... let's see what happens. :)

Saturday, August 25, 2012

7 drops, here we come

Re-dosed 7 drops tonight. Now I've got stomach acid.... Interesting. I do believe this has happened before when I dose. A few times, I think.
Damn bruises don't look much different/aren't healing any faster. I think my count is STILL in the 30's. It's been FIVE months of being in the 30's....... slowest... pendulum.... ever. :(

Friday, August 24, 2012

Back to the grind stone

You know Kate's busy when she doesn't update. Hehehe.
So let's see here....

CAMPING! It was awesome.

  • Swam naked for over a mile in the lake (don't worry.. no one could see I was suit-less)
  • Saw a bear at night..very close... it was terrifying, cause it took a few steps toward me.
  • Swam in the lake at night in total darkness. Awesome and scary all at once.
  • Stepped barefoot on a HUGE pine cone.
  • Sat on a bridge by myself and reflected on life.
  • Enjoyed the company of good friends.
Had a SUPER intense cranial session the other day. Very intimate. Lots of crying. Got a lot out. I have a sneaky feeling my platelets needed it. Now to check them....

Had a good long conversation with mom that needed to happen. I was ready for it. Tears... but good. I have a feeling I'll be moving out sooner than later. We both agreed it would be good for me. Did I already talk about this?.... I can't remember now. I have too many different journals.

BV started. Sac State starts next week. Carver starts the week after that. *Sigh* Here we go.  

Monday, August 13, 2012

SUPER tired

The past few days I've been so outragiously sleepy. Saturday I took a 3.5 hour nap....and Sunday I took a 1.5 hour nap....and today I desperately felt like I needed one. :P
Not sure if it's the remedy or what...but I just re-dosed 6 drops. If it gets worse....well then......

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

More sulfur.....more drops

Sunday I did Bikram. About 15 minutes in, I started to burp up sulfur...which was unexpected, cause I hadn't really done anything that would jostle it loose (I was actually under the impression that I had gotten it all out. Guess not!). Made it through the yoga. Had dinner. Went dancing. Had to leave early cause I started to not feel well (as expected). Got home. And then let the puking and pooping commence. I puked SO hard, it was insane...and it burned like white hot fire. Never in my life had I experienced such burning. My esophagus was raw after.
So that was my Sunday night.
I could tell that I didn't get all of it out. And I can STILL taste it in the back of my throat from time to time...which is new. So maybe it's moving out. Maybe my dosing on Saturday inspired the purge? *shrug*
Tonight I upped the drops to six. Let's see how that does.....

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Wait band wagon! Come back!!

As per ALWAYS when I start losing weight.. I fall off the wagon juuuust as it's really starting to show. Well not this time, damn it! I went to L.A... got off track a bit... Just did a bridal shower and ate a bunch of crap. Okay. Time to just hop RIGHT BACK ON that wagon..cause it's a'rollin'...and I'll be darned if I'm going to let it leave without me again.

Okay.. Work in T minus 6 hours. That should help throw my sleep schedule back in place. *facepalm*

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Home from L.A.. need to get back to it!

I love my brother. And I most certainly enjoyed visiting him for 5 days. But I can't lie.. it's good to be back home.... and now I need to get back into my routine. I gained a few pounds there..but they'll come off easy enough. My workout with Derek was madness... 10 exercises/50 reps..and as fast as I could go. I was dead by the end. Just. Dead. Killer way to get back into things. :)
I didn't go dancing tonight. BUT.. I did buy some AMAZING fabric and really cute dress/skirt patterns (on sale for ONE dollar! Whee!).... so as I continue to loose weight/inches, it will be my treat to myself to make a dress. I WILL make the skirt soon (hopefully before Sunday night) because I am in desperate need of a good dancing skirt. My other one is just too long and I have to keep tucking it in...and it looks awkward.

It's been a week since my last does. *facepalm* So I just re-dosed 5 drops. Wow did I need it. That's what I get for going on vacation and forgetting to bring my remedy with me.

My sleep schedule is all kinds of out of whack. It's midnight.. and I'm barely tired. So I think I'll force myself to get up around 7:30am.... and slowly work back into getting up at 6am.

I've got one week left on my Birkam Yoga deal. I need to just do it every day. That'll help with the weight loss, to be sure! :) I wounder if I can swing it.... I should try.

Monday, July 23, 2012

Dose and dancing

PheweeeeEEE! Awesome night of dancing at Firehouse 5. So much fun, and such great people. And SUCH a fantastic workout.
And on the way home (and still happening, I think) was this CRAZY huge lightening storm...which we just don't get here, normally. But what's REALLY wild is that there is NO sound with it.. zero... zip.... nothing. o.O  Aliens are coming, I guess....

I redosed 5 drops this time.

OH! OH! And my body fat percentile dropped! AHHH! 30.3% on Wednesday. Cool beans. I've been running in the mornings are much as I can. Dancing as much as I can. Going to bikram (though it's been a few days). Kayaking. Meeting my trainer. Damn life is good.
And I have this major crush on a guy I met dancing.... he's leaving for three weeks to visit family, but there might be something there. :) I'll utilize the time to get more in shape.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Oops!...Too much...

I re-dosed last night, giving the whole 'nightly dosing' a try. Yeah.. not so much. I was DEAD tired today for the WHOLE day. :P (Just like when I dosed for the first time). SO.... back to every 4 days or so.
And with that said..... *zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Dance and music and life

Going dancing has inspired music out of me. The first song is done, but needs some tweaking. I'll just have to go dance more! Darn. :)
And a second is brewing in the ol' noggin.

Just got home from Bikram Yoga. I actually sort of did cobra pose! WHEE! I mean... barely.... but it is MUCH improved from when I first tried it. I couldn't get any part of my off the ground. Tonight I actually got my knees up a tiny bit. And I wasn't expecting it! Rock. On. (It's my "goal pose" as I call it)

AND I went for a 2.5 mile jog this morning. Next time I'll hopefully make it the whole way without my knee starting to talk to me. :P

And I'm re-dosing my LM. 4 drops tonight.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Alright....enough with the CBCs

27. *facepalm*

I'll just wait a month or two... maybe I'll check them before Tough Mudder...heheh

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Bikram Yoga

Exit day THREE of Bikram Yoga. Wow. Can't believe I'm alive! Since I'm going dancing tomorrow night, I might skip tomorrow. But we'll see...hehehe. For sure I'll miss Monday, simply because of scheduling. However, it works out in the end, cause I train on Monday anyway.
Everyone is starting to see that I'm loosing weight/gaining tone... including myself. Neat. It's finally working! *insert maniacal laughter here*

Looking at the bruises on my arm from the CBC draw is not very encouraging. The one from last week is still there, and the one from Friday is still blue and purple. :P That's annoying.
I feel the need to re-dose (last time was Wednesday)....so I'll go do that and then hit the hay. (Still three drops...but I have a feeling I might need to do four next time)

Friday, July 13, 2012

CBC round two on it's way and new tasty treat

Got another CBC today. We'll find out what's what on Monday!!

And in other news, here's the latest and greatest:
http://tastymedicine.wordpress.com/2012/07/14/shabamrock-shake-for-2/


It's been a work in progress. This one is quite wonderful....but I may tweak a few things. But anyway... it's still fantastic. :)


And in other other news, I started doing Bikram Yoga again. PHEW! Went last night, and again this morning. And again tomorrow..and the next day..and the next..and the..you get the point. :) I feel fan-freakin-tastic!!






And now.... off to go swing dancing!! :D

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

New chiropractor!

On Monday, after my training session, I decided to see the chiropractor who works at the gym. Turns out I LOVE him. He's got a very nice touch and definitely knows what he's doing. My hip was soooooo tight. And it still feels like it could be adjusted further, so I might see him again tomorrow.

I had a session with Linda today, and as always, it was fabulous.
"I'm here" sums it up.

And because I had a session with her, I re-dosed my constitutional... and I'm feeling it now! Whee! This way I can check my platelets again on Friday, and will hopefully catch them on an up swing instead of a down swing like last time.

Tomorrow I'm going kayaking with a school buddy! :D

Did I mention how much I love blues dancing?!? I went Sunday night...and you better believe I will be going as much as possible. I wanted to go tonight, but Jessica and Niki are over spending the night (and we're going jogging in the morning!). It's okay.... I'll be doing Lindy and Swing on Friday, and then it'll be Sunday again. :) Looooooove to dance!!! (I also started writing a song, inspired by blues dancing. Fun! It's been a while since I've written anything...so it's a nice way to get back into it)

I really should update this when I'm not totally exhausted and passing out. *facepalm*

Monday, July 9, 2012

CBC at a low dip IS...

31! Not bad, I guess... Since it was a dip that I checked accidentally.
Well I just re-dosed three drops just now (I HOPE it was three..they came out kind of fast....)
Wow sleepy. So much I need to update on....

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Behind on the posting! OY!

Well I just got back from almost 5 hours of dancing. Yeah.... My feet.....
I've got stories, but need to go to bed cause there's lots to do tomorrow. And by 'to do' I mean go to the farmers market, make a salad, and then go to Dave's birthday party. :)
  • I re-dosed 2 drops on Monday, and that seemed like it did nothing, so today (just now) I did three.
  • I also got a CBC today. Results should be in Monday. I think it's a little low, since the Monday dose ran out on me kind of quickly. But it'll be interesting to see what "low" is now.
  • I smell like LOTS of different men. Heheheheh. I met some new people tonight. They typically go to Blues on Sunday night....which I think I'll do this Sunday. :) One of the guys was pretty good lookin'. Hope to see him again! Hehe.
  • I got some D.E to put on the cats.... but I'm not sure exactly how to apply it. And I need to feed them some (Zoe is not doing well...and I'm pretty sure she's got some kind of parasite)...but not sure how much either. Patti...if you're reading this..I'd LOVE some tips. :)

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Super adventure!

Here's my adventure with Superhero You.

Thursday:

Spent the evening with Sarah and Ted.
Then drove to the bay and battled the HIGH winds that knocked the cars around like balls in a 1990's pinball machine.

Friday:

Woke up at 4:45am (PHEW!)
Rob dropped me off at the airport and made it to the plane without any hitches with an hour to spare.
Made it to San Diego by 10:30. It was overcast, and chilly. And I brought sleeveless shirts to wear (my two nicest shirts I own). THANKFULLY, I brought a light over shirt, just in case the flight was cold. Good thing! *facepalm*
Took a SuperShuttle to the resort, and was greeted by a handful of smiling, handsome men.
Checked in at the front desk, and WOW was the manager gooooood lookin'! Gorgeous eyes!

The whole place turned out to be spectacular. I felt like I was at a Waldorf school with all the plants and wood everywhere.
After getting settled and changing into something a little nicer, I made my may to the conference hall. They weren't letting people into the main room yet, but I picked up my badge and goody bag and took a seat by the fire place, observing the people around me (as well as perusing through the bag). Soon enough conversation was being made with the others who were sitting around me. The contents of the bag made for good starters (especially the "multi vitamins" that looked and tasted like gum drops.. we all were having fun ragging on it).
The guy sitting directly in front of me (who had these beautiful blue eyes set in a creamy milk chocolate complexion) turned out to be a nutritionist, and had also had an auto immune disease. He told me his story (in brief) and I began to tell him mine. Then the doors opened. So we made our way into the room, and I sat next to him, continuing the conversation. He made the comment (as I've heard before) that it's all about the gut, and suggested I cut out ALL grains (not just wheat), dairy, and beans (OY!!!!) until my gut fully heals. I'm certainly willing to try! :)


------- (It's now two years later (May, 2014), and I just realized I never finished writing this post...which is incredibly unfortunate, because two years is plenty of time to forget that entire weekend. *Facepalm*

I made friends with the sexy milk chocolate man. Plus a few other gentlemen he was friends with... We all went out to eat Friday night. I told them my story and journey with ITP and my beliefs. They were fascinated and had some brotherly advice for me.
On Saturday, I met an Australian and hit it off with him and had dinner with him and another gal Saturday night. He was SMOKIN hot. And a photographer/TV host. Cool guy. He thought my story was fascinating as well and that I should write a book.

The whole conference was very inspiring and intimidating. Most of the people there had this "I'm better than thou" vibe, which was a bummer...but kind of expected. I'd like to go again...now that I'm such a different person, but meh... I've got better things to do. Maybe if Scott was lecturing, I'd go...hehehehe. (Scott doesn't come onto the scene until a few more months from now....But I'm writing this in the future...so... ha...this is kind of bizarre and will be hilarious to read later)

Friday, June 29, 2012

Off to a wedding!

We're off to LA for a friends wedding. Just a few things:
  • I re-dosed (2 drops)
  • Got an iPhone.... still getting used to it. :)
  • I created a new website for my recipes...it's still in the works, but I'm VERY pleased.
  • This jogging thing is awesome... I could get used to it REAL fast. :)

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Re-dose and Mini Mudder making

I re-dosed the LM today, two shakes/two drops. So far I'm not crazy sleepy or anything (just the normal tired) but I DID notice something.. and this happened the last time too.... was shortly after I took it, I started passing some wind, as it were... and said wind smelled of sulfur. It's a long story, but that means something to me... and it's a SURE sign that this remedy is working if it's getting that sulfur out. (It's a rreeeeeaaalllllly long story). I also could tell my count dipped while I was in the story. All of the sudden every time I would squat and then stand up, I would get light headed. Hopefully it won't be too bad when I train tomorrow. Hehehehehe. But it's WORKING!!! It's actually working!!!! I can't WAIT to get a CBC. (Which I also checked HealthCheckUSA... $40! Same exact price as SaveOnLabs.. the only difference is theirs is $25 with a $15 handling fee. Lame!)

Today I started looking up how to make a cargo net. Pretty easy, but might not be cheap..so I may not do it. We'll see. For SURE I'll be making a balance beam, tunnel simulation, "kiss of mud" simulation, and 15 foot gym rope. Other idea's still in the works, but I am WAY excited about it. Hopefully it'll still be fun while getting an awesome work out.
More to come on that.

Kick it up a notch

5:00am. That's the time it was when I woke up. And by 5:30, I was at Cody's house, and we were jogging! It was a good, easy pace...and we ended up going for 2 miles. Aaaahhhhh. I really do love being up this early. The energy in the air is fresh. :) I think I could have gone another mile at that pace, but I don't want to push it just yet...with my knee and all. Slow and steady, as they say. :)
I'm also going to put together an obstacle course for us (and by 'us' I mean anyone who wants) to do. I'm thinking I'll need a rope (gym class style), some bands, flags and/or cones, signs... I would LOVE a cargo net, but that might be getting too expensive. We'll see.. this idea is in it's infancy. Mini Mudder is a working title. Hehehe

My count is up! Not sure by how much.. I intentionally picked a small scab to see how much it would bleed..and it seemed to stop rather quickly. Quicker than a few weeks ago, that's for darn sure! So I slept almost all day on Friday. Saturday was better, though still sleepy..as well as Sunday. And Monday I realized I was having a hard time keeping my brain in one place...I just couldn't really sit down and focus on stuff that needed to be done. Of course, that might have something to do with the fact that I still have LOTS I want and need to do and am having trouble starting. :P
Just checked SaveOnLabs... their stupid handling fee is back!!! *facepalm* *eyeroll* Guess I'll have to wait till my doctor comes back from vacation...which isn't for another week or so. Laaaammmme.

So I'm not sure when to re-dose.... cause I don't know what mental symptoms to look for. Hmmm... maybe I'll just realize? Or maybe I'll just take a new dose on Thursday (that would be one week later).

Wow. That jog was awesome! It's SO nice to have someone to do it with! Phew! I hope we keep it up!!!

Friday, June 22, 2012

LM1 with a POW

Yesterday, my LM1 arrived in the mail. Phew! Not a moment too soon.
I took two drops in water without any shaking.
Then made a TASTY little banana chocolate shake for mom and I, and we hung out in her room, chatting. Then, all of the sudden, I got this wild sensation. It's hard to describe.... but I could tell it was the LM. Don't ask me how...I just could. The same way when my platelets drop drastically I can tell. There's this deeper sense. Anyway....
I was excited, because I wasn't expecting it to 1) work that fast (about 10 minutes) and/or 2) have a strong, noticeable effect on me, since most remedies are VERY subtle.
Today, I am totally drained of all energy. I mean POOPED. I was going to go dancing tonight, but just don't have it in me. I even had to take a nap earlier! Yeesh. You know it's for real when I can't go dancing!
I also started out the day eating the "Derek" way (my trainer), but had to break it... there's no fruit for the first two weeks, and with my crazy low energy, I gave in (plus, Rob and Julliana are here with the baby).

Phew............ tired.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Well that was short lived *facepalm*

I woke up this morning all ready to go with the water fast. Slept as late as I wanted (until Jackson decided it was time to get up around 9am). So I got up, grabbed book 8 in the Wheel of Time serise and a glass of water, and sat outside to read.
About an hour passed, and then mom came out to check on the garden.
"Oh my word!!" I heard her shout, "Look at all these ladybugs!.....Are they bad?"
Curious, I put down my book and joined here, pointing out how I thought they were good.
"Mom.... those aren't ladybugs."
No no.... not ladybugs at all. They were bigger, with a more angular body, and orange. And worst of all, DESTROYING the greens. We grabbed a ziplock baggy and proceeded to pluck them all out of the garden and toss them in. We got the majority for sure (half of them were trying to breed). We'll either make bug juice out of it and sprinkle it on the garden, or just pluck them off as they come (which won't smell as bad, to be sure!)
I pointed out that I needed to get out of the sun, since I was fasting, and went back to my spot in the shade.
Around 3pm, I started to realize that this might not work as well as I was hopping, since I have rehearsal tomorrow night...and then Sunday morning service. I mulled it over and over, and finally realized that there was no way I could continue. My mind was too anxious about all the things that I still needed to do and were going on. So then I promptly went to the kitchen and had some watermelon. :)
I'm positive my trainer was quite pleased to hear... 1) he disagreed with it (didn't understand) and 2) it meant we couldn't train for a week. Which, to be honest, I'm glad we're back on. I can really tell now that I've gotten stronger, and would like to continue this trend.
I still don't know what to do about my ears though. Fasting was the only thing I could think of at this point. There's inflammation, and fasting is the strongest anti-inflammatory. *sigh* Maybe something else will work out. But for now, I'd like to get physical stronger..... after all, Tough Mudder will be upon me before I know it!

Tai Chi is at 7am tomorrow. I'd like to go....mmmmm... I wonder if I can get up early enough. We shall see. I need to keep a good sleeping schedule, otherwise it'll be hell to pay once work starts back up again.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Water fast prep (day 2 of 2)

Alright! Here we go.... Water fast #2 commin' right up! Feeling good and ready to do this. Excited, really.

Here's a super tasty dish I made for dinner last night and lunch today.

Avo-Eggplant

Ingredients:
  • 1 eggplant
  • 1 tomato 
  • 1 avocado
  • A handful of basil and rosemary 
  • 1 tsp Benson's no salt Table Tasty 

Directions:
Peel the eggplant and slice short-ways into patty-like pieces. Bake till crispy on the outside. (Sorry.. I use this crazy mini oven that I don't know the temperature of) 
Finely chop the basil and rosemary, and mash into a bowl with the avocado and Table Tasty.
Slice up a tomato.
Once the eggplant is done, spread on the avocado mix and top with tomato.
A medium eggplant will make about 8 or 9 patties.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Water fast prep (day 1 of 2)

Last night I read back to my fasting posts a few years ago to help mentally prepare myself. Heh! I forgot how rough the first few days were! All I remember is the good stuff. :) But apparently the two day prep was tricky too.... and now I remember why. No beans and nuts/seeds is a killer!

Smoothies to the rescue! 

I had a green/fruit smoothy for breakfast. A salad for lunch (that was rough without dressing and beans. OY!). And now there's next to nothing in the fridge..... so I threw together this little bad boy. It consists of:
  • 1/8 avocado
  • 1 banana
  • Handful of black berries
  • Acai berry mixutre
  • Handful of spinach
  • 1 celery stalk
  • 1/8 zucchini
  • Handful of cilantro
  • Water

Yum.


Saturday, June 16, 2012

Water fast, round TWO

My right knee has been giving me serious issues... and it's hard to do ANYthing with a mucked up knee. It's swollen, and clicks and pops. I'm rehabbing it, but the healing process is soooooooo slow, and I'm sure my platelets don't help. SO. It's clearly inflamed... my sinuses are STILL inflamed..and I'm sure everything else is still inflamed. So I'm going to water fast again. Only for a 5 days, cause that's all I can do in between work.
And hopefully my LM will show up soon so I can take that as well. I feel very good about this, and am excited to do it.
Tomorrow and Monday will be prep: only eating fruits and veggies.
Then Tuesday will start the rest and water.


I went dancing at Midtown last night for almost 4 hours. It was AWESOME. I met this guy (John) who gave me some fantastic tips on how to be a good follow, as they're called. He was really impressed with how fast I could pick it up. (Clearly, he didn't know me...hehehehe). He said I was one of the few gals there he wouldn't mind dancing with any time.... He doesn't like dancing with girls who can't follow. I just LOVED his teaching and adjusting me. I'm always the leader so much in my life, it was fantastic to relax and be really led for once.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Lower than ever

I'm still working on the post for my trip down south..but for now wanted to rant about how incredibly low my platelets are. I mean really.. I don't want to check. I have SO many purple bruises all over my legs..and a HUGE one on my butt from today (bumping it on the side of the pool). Cuts are taking longer to stop bleeding, and the blood looks so thin and watery. :(
I went sailing last weekend, and got sun burnt, and took 1M Phos..hoping it would help with the burn and maybe the platelets.
Then my bottom lip FILLED up with cold sores, making my checks, jaw, neck, and ears all terribly sore. It was pure misery there for a few days.

I just now took a swig of my constitutional that I had put in water, but I'm not sure if it'll help. I feel like it's not strong enough for some reason.

That 66 count was three months ago. I'm doing something wrong, cause there is no up swing. It went down, it stayed down, and now it's even worse. I should go back and reread what I was doing. I remember I had a crazy intense session with Linda, and then took a dry does a few days later. I had a pretty in-depth session again a few days ago..so maybe I'm due for a dry dose instead of water?  Or maybe I need to get an LM. Maybe more than LM1?.... I need to talk to April.

Jessica is spending the night. She's totally in love and obviously going to get married. I'm tremendously happy for her, but also really jealous...and sad (for myself). The cold sore epidemic really threw me off, and now I'm depressed cause it really feels like I'm never going to find anyone who matches me. Ugh.
This is just a down patch that I have to get through.


I need to water fast again..... maybe that will help.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Water dose reminder

I know.. I need to write of my adventures down south. But it's late, and I was distracted making a card for Leo. All that will come soon....
But for now, bed.
Just wanted to make a note that I water dosed today after my session with Linda.

Oh! And my CBC came back... platelets were 27. *eye roll* I need to get an LM.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

An adventure begins!

Tonight I leave for SF to spend the night with my brother.... then early in the morning I'll head to the airport (either via my bro or the BART). And then it'll be SUPERHERO time! :D How awesome is that!?!?
My fortune cookie said: "Need some adventure and enjoyment? Take a vacation."
HAHAHAHAHHAHAH! I said, "OKAY!" :)

I got a CBC today.... results will be in tomorrow...but I'll be on my way to the conference, so I may or may not be able to access the results till I get back.

I will end you.
Zoe just caught a gopher! :D I was SO proud of her! And she was giving me LOTS of love (which is odd...cause she's been very standoffish lately. But hey! I'll take it!!!) However.. I had to leave once she started eating it alive. Phew! Nature can be intense sometimes.....


Thursday, May 17, 2012

Weddings and babies

That's all that's on FB right now... weddings and babies. *sigh* I'm in need of a man right now.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Last day of school

Monday evening I got home from German choir, and decided to go to bed early and wake up early the next day to do a final study session for my 110B final. All my notes were typed and ready to go.... I just needed to review them.
So I set my alarm as I went to sleep. Woke up fairly refreshed the next morning, hopped out of bed, fed the cat, and got ready to go.
As I tried to figure out what to do for breakfast (thinking I'd eat in the car so I could get to school sooner), I realized that my final was an hour earlier than normal. Making the start time 8am instead of 9am. And the current time: 7:40. I practically screamed out loud.... Grabbed a bran muffin instead of making a hardy breakfast, and bolted out the door.
Traffic, of course, was horrendous. I texted my teacher letting him know I'd be late (cause I'm an idiot!!) , and had to study as I drove/sat in traffic. And studied some more walking to campus.
In the end, I was 30 minutes late to the test. *facepalm* And could have done MUCH better if I had more time to study (like I thought I had) and wasn't so outrageously furious with myself for making such a stupid mistake.
But I'm positive I got a passing grade..and thus a passing grade in the class. It certainly may not be an 'A'..but I'll I need is to PASS.

I'm officially done with school. Groovy. :)

Now Greg is getting married (and I need to get his music ready).... and then the next weekend is Superhero You! WHOO! I hope I can meet up with April whilst down there!


And then I need to throw a party...... :)

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Re-dose dry 1M

I most DEFINITELY feel like my constitutional has totally run out. It's been over a month sense my dry does...and a month since taking it in water. My blood is visibly thin, bruises are healing at such a slow rate, it really seems like they aren't at all. I keep getting new ones (a LOT showed up today).
So I'm taking a dry does, and going to bed.
Need to order an LM1....

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Superhero time!!!!!!

You know Kate's busy when she doesn't post for a while. SO! Here's what's gone down:
  • Finishing my degree! One week left and passing both classes. *phew!*
  • I signed up for Tough Mudder!! AAAHHHH!! :D Oh boy! Training time! I've got till September.
  • I got invited to the Superhero You conference. Epic. Win. I JUST booked my flights.... it's in 3 weeks. :D Beyond excited.
  • I've been working a LOT (and working on my 110B paper! Which is DONE! FINALLY!) so I haven't been dancing in a while. And I'm busy every Friday this month...so it will be even longer. Le sigh.
  • SO excited for Superhero You
  • Apparently cardio kickboxing will making ones hands VERY sore the next day.... this is no conducive to playing the piano at a festival. *facepalm*
  • Did I mention how excited I am for Superhero You? :)
The year is quietly winding down. It's quite a contrast to how it normally goes.... It's generally a huge ramp up, with late night test cramming, gigs, concerts, papers, etc. This is my big finish (College wise) and I'm going out with a gentle *puff*. Personally, I think it's hysterical. World Music will be done this Saturday. Then 110B the following week. Then BV's last concert..and then graduation. Then my Carver Choirs last concert, and graduation. AND we're in Main Lesson mode..so I only come every other day. aaaahhhhhhh.. I nice.... soft...... wind down.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

A bit of a let down from Dr.F

I posted on Dr.Fuhrmans website a simple "thank you" for the True North recommendation (cause without it...non of this cool stuff in my life would have happened). I also mentioned my higher platelet count with hpathy.
Here was his reply:

"Homeopathy is the study and acceptance of the placebo effect as real medicine. It is helpful, because it is not toxic and the body heals itself if left alone in the vast majority of cases, and it stops people from poisoning themselves with drugs.

If you can accept that only the memory of a substance has biological effects and those effects are strengthened with lower (non-detectable) concentrations, (a theory proposed hundreds of years ago in the dark ages of science) then the world could not exist as we know it. I think this thinking stems from people's upbringing to accept beliefs without evidence. The level of evidence needed to believe something as ridiculous as homeopathy would have to be exceedingly high. Such as the case if aliens have invaded us and taken over our government. I would not believe that with just a little evidence, I would need overwhelming evidence to accept that type of fantasy thinking."


Wow. Not exactly what I was expect. In fact, I wasn't expecting ANY comment on the hpathy. I had asked a question to see if he really was going to be at the next PDSA conference. But clearly, he was so distracted by my 'fantasy thinking' that he didn't answer it.
 A couple of people replied... cracking short jokes about the alien comment.
And then I replied with this:


"I do enjoy a good challenge! It may take me a while...but I'll get you that evidence.

I see your point..and raise you a thought: People say the exact same thing to me about water fasting. Even though I've experienced it first hand (and seen others experiences), people don't believe it works.
The same is happening with me with homeopathy.
Of course.. I suppose another problem is people don't have a clue how to use it..and generally speaking, indeed, it doesn't work because they don't know what they're doing. It's like saying Tylenol doesn't work cause you tried using it relieve a runny nose.

But I totally get that the whole idea sounds absolutely preposterous. My jaw dropped in comic disbelief when I first heard about it. "You put something in water... shake the living daylights out of it..then dilute it.. shake it again...dilute...shake..dilute.. WHAT!?" But I tried it anyone with MUCH skepticism.... and now I'm hooked.

To the best of my knowledge, no...science can't explain what goes on biologically...yet. (I could be wrong... I'm still studying music currently.. homeopathy school is next year.) But isn't that the glory of science? Always exploring? Keeping our minds open?
I guess that's my 2 cents."


And then someone randomly replied with this:


"You know, there's a reason why it's called "my 2 cents".

Usually it's just a modest expression of self effacement.

But in this case, it's actually very accurate.

What are you going to do?  Send everything you can find that pulls the rug out from everything we know about chemistry and biology to Dr. Fuhrman?

Pass."


Gah. Haters. I know it shouldn't effect me..... but man it really pisses me off. *sigh* Okay. I'm over it. I went through the exact same thing with water fasting. *facepalm* Why do people have to hate? Oh wait.... cause they're insecure, close minded )*#*)@$(%@!*$*%.
Aaaannnnd now I'm done. :)

Friday, April 20, 2012

Nothing yet...it looks like

Found another bruise on my leg (2..acutally.. but I found another JUST now). And there's been lots of red spots on my chest.
When will they go back up!?!?! This is maddening.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Tough Mudder


Tough Mudder.
I want to do this.
It's in September in Tahoe......and I reeeeaaallly want to do it. Only $125 if I register before the end of this month... but I reeeaaaalllly need more platelets if I want to do it. Hmmmm.. do I gamble and sign up anyway and HOPE they'll be up by then??

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Taxes are DONE

Phew!!! That took ALL day.. no joke. I had NO idea what I was doing or what I would need.... well I know now, that's for sure! I used TurboTax..and it was free since I made under $37,000 or something like that. In the end, I owed $472.... it could have been less if I knew what I was doing and had all my ducks in a row. Next year will be FAR better (though I'll have made MUCH more....so things might be different). Time to get even more organized..... I need a diary for my car, for starters.

Yesterday I spent ALL day doing World Music. I got 100% on my Unit 4 quiz..and 94% on the midterm. Not bad for cramming all day!

But now the VERY unfortunate thing is my Music History paper is due Tuesday (the first 2 pages, that is...and peer review)..and I haven't even started on it. And Monday (tomorrow) is my longest day of working..and Tuesday is San Juan sings..which is an all day affair..... so I'm not exactly sure how this is going to work. It will really take a miracle to pull this one off, cause I can't do all-nighters any more. OY VA VOY!

Bruises are healing at a snails pace. :P For a brief, shinny moment my count was higher.... and now it seems like it's stuck again! Isn't it suppose to slowly go back up after a dip? Cause it dipped over a month ago, and hasn't moved since (or at least seems like it...since I can't get it checked like I wanted).


My brain feels like it's been through the blender. Stupid. Taxes.




And on a totally different note, I applied for Superhero You. Goodness I hope I get in AND get a scholarship to go... cause it's $2,500. And I just don't have that right now (especially with summer coming)


And on a totally different note from that, I went dancing on Friday for 3.5 hours. It. Was. AWESOME. I wanted to go again tonight, but that did not happen...CLEARLY. My dancing buddy, David, clued me into the basic for blues dancing..and that reeaaalllly helped and made SO much sense... and made it easier to dance to the slow music (which only happened for one song). People are starting to approach me for help...heheheh...guess I'm getting pretty good at this! Though I still have a ways to go. Man I can't wait till summer! Dancing as much as I possibly can!

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Nothing yet

Bruises aren't really healing at any fast paced rate.
Cuts are bleeding.
Petechiae is on my chest.

No point in getting labs.... it's still low.

This is so hard, and I hate being in the thick of it. It was much better off STAYING low. That 66 is now a slap in the face for me. Everyday I hope that maybe it will go back up and it doesn't. I know it's suppose to wiggle up and down (with a general 'up' trend), but it's not wiggling!!! It's just down and staying there (it seems). ARRRGGGG! I don't want this mental pressure any more! I'm struggling enough as it is.

Okay.. That's my vent. We had a quiz in music History that I thought was going to be on Tuesday... so I wasn't ready for it.
I'm feeling like a nobody, I've realized. I feel like I'm not worthy to teach... that I'm too dumb and don't know anything. Which is stupid of me... but it's how I feel.

And again with the going to bed too late. *facepalm*

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Off days

Yesterday and today were off days.
But I had a session with Linda today, which I won't go into here... but it helped get me back on track, that much I will say.

I just found out the SaveonLabs boosted their pricing for a CBC with Platelets... and they no longer do JUST platelets. Awesome. *facepalm* I guess I WON'T get them checked tomorrow. Geeze that sucks.

I'm going to take another sip of my constitutional, write in my journal, and go to bed.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Quick re-dose

I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed with just everything I have to do. It's stressful. :P I feel like my brain is shutting down because of it....
So I took another sip of my constitutional.
I'd like to check my platelets tomorrow... I just have to remember to order the labs. But I'm off to bed now so I can FINALLY get a full 8 hours of sleep.
Phew!

Sunday, April 8, 2012

To the falls!

Another adventure to the waterfall! 


I'm SO sore and it feels fantastic. :) 
It's unfortunate that the trip impeded upon my dancing, but it was worth it.

The shortcut trail to the waterfall was VERY overgrown (even more so than the last time). I loved every minute of it. At one point, this is what it looked like:

You honestly couldn't see the trail. Brilliant. :)


Band cover shot :)

Mother nature loves you. :)


A silly shot when I say, "Quick! Everyone look over that way!!!"


That's one shiny mushroom!


Can't get enough of this! We just missed high tide by an hour. I would LOVE to see the ocean right up against the cliff!! Wow would that be something!
Next time I need to steal moms camera so I can get better shots... rather than my phone, which dies insanely fast when taking pictures.


And on a different note to check in on hpathy stuff:
I took a fair amount of Nux Vomica and Tabacium (both 30C) for car sickness. Those were some windy roads we had to go through, I tell you what! And just for the record, Nux Vomica works like a champ at 30C. WHEE! I'm good to go in about 3 minutes after taking it. Rock. On.
So since I took that, PLUS got a little dehydrated (again! Oy!), AND a little burnt... I redosed my constitutional in water.   
(Desperately trying to not let my bruises get me down. Goodness I hate them)

On a life note:
I'm so lazy. *facepalm* I didn't get a thing done that I want to this break. I'm not sure what I need to overcome this, but I really need to figure it out, cause this is rediculous. Honestly, I had so much I needed to do! And now I'm feeling a little stressed out and overwhelmed cause I haven't done anything yet (I'm reffering to composing music for my Carver Choir and German Choir). Being in school doesn't help (need to get ready for the mid term for World Music and get started on the paper for Music History).
Just gotta hang in there!! Only two months to go and I'll be done with music school!! (And then on to Homeopathy!!! WHOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!)

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Re-dose time!

Re-dosing my constitutional.
Going hiking tomorrow. :) (By this point, it's actually today (time for bed!!!))
Getting inspired to study health and homeopathy (really starting to think about next semester and where I want to go).
STILL having issues with the smelly gas! *facepalm* It seemed like there might be a correlation with my platelets... unfortunately I don't know where they are right now... though I'm pretty sure they dipped. Grrrr. But I guess that's to be expected. It doesn't stop it from being frustrating, though.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Disneyland and a new discovery (NEI)

Disneyland was great! If only Sarah had been there... *sigh* But I hung out with Wendy (my director) for both days, and we had a good time. I got dehydrated by the end of the first day (again!), and had a BUNCH of watermelon for the next two days (which helped tremendously).
These shots are from the Toy Story ride... it's a game.. it's in 3D.. and it's fantastic.


This is Wendy..being a goober. We are a LOT a like, it's kind of crazy. I'm CONSTANTLY saying things that she was just about to say, or visa versa. Or we notice the same people ("People watching" as we..and most other people I think...call it) ----------->








And this was our scores. Mine is the one of the left. Mehehehehehhe.---------->


On the way home, I passed out some Nux Vomica (6X) and Tabacium (30C) to a few different people...myself included. It's my go-to for motion sickness. :) Works every time. And everyone who took it was quite pleased as well. Of course..not I'm wondering if I should re-dose my constitutional because of the Tabacium...and dehydration.... Still waiting to hear from April... though I have a feeling I should just re-dose in water. But I wanted to double check. It's been a month since my dry dose.



I discovered something amazing today that I will be doing over the summer. Becoming a certified NET through taking the online courses at Nutritional Education Institute
I saw a text book on Joel Fuhrmans website called:
Nutritional Sciences: From Fundamentals to Food
by Michelle McGuire and Kathy A. Beerman. And then saw underneath it that it was required text for some course....so I clicked on the link, and discovered the NEI. Rock. On. I ordered all the books (that I don't already have).. and even if I decide not to enroll (cause it is almost $1,000), I at least will be MUCH more knowledgeable



And on a totally different note, I started back up with my training with Derek. Wow..... Just..... wow. *dies*



Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Fantastic birthday!!!

Here's how the day went:
Woke up at 6am. Took a swig of my constitutional (in water) cause I was feeling run down.
Had a good breakfast and left early.
Studied for an hour.
Took the 110B test and felt VERY good about it. Definitely passed, and that's all I care about. :)
Rehearsal with the Carver Choir was AMAZING!!!! We are improving by leaps and bounds!!! Today we sounded ligament!!! I am so proud of these kids.
7th period was better! I gave out two detentions. Heheheh. :) But really.. these are good kids.
Then I got a massage. And Marlies gave me a present!! :D It's a beautiful small crystal (can't remember what kind. But it's GORGEOUS!)
Then saved the day at San Juan Sings West.
Came home. Had some dark chocolate and watched Once Upon a Time.
Read the hundreds of facebook birthday wishes.
Now I'm off to bed.
Disneyland in T minus TWO DAYS!!!

Monday, March 26, 2012

Almost there!

Wow! Finally it's the end of the day! And it feels SSOOOOO good to have World Music and Isac's recital off my mind!!!! WHEEEEEEE! Now that that's done.... need to do 110B. UGH! I think I'll lay in bed and study myself to sleep. Then wake up and keep studying. And then whatever happens, happens.
Done.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Good day sum up

  • Chatted with Sarah for 3 hours
  • Grease is over
  • I currently have a 100% in World Music (just ROCKED my quiz!)
  • Disneyland is less than a week away
  • My birthday is in 3 days
  • I only have work in the morning tomorrow... 
  • Time to ROCK the 110B. Bring it. I'm SO ready to do this. WHOOWAH!

Exciting news in the midst of ciaos

LOTS going on this week with school (a quiz due today for World Music, and a huge test on Tuesday (my birthday) in Music History), and work (got a new quarter of kids... a few bad eggs, but on the whole, awesome), and the musical (tonight is the last show!! PHEW!).

But in the midst of it all, this happens:

PLATELETS ARE 66!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I was skyping with Sarah when I got the email. (SavOnLabs is AWESOME! I got the blood work done yesterday... and normally when I get it done on a Friday, I have to wait till Monday. But not with this!! WHOOHOO!! 24 turn around, almost on the dot! LOVE IT!!) I heard my email 'ding' at me, and saw it was my results. It was the first time I was nervous to see my count, cause I really really really really really really really wanted it to be something higher. I couldn't ask for a better number! :D I was SOOOOO excited. And it was nice that Sarah was there to share it with me. :) Now the question remains: Is this MY normal range, or will it go up even more? Now THAT would be something!!! Only time will tell. But first! To study and take this quiz......



Best. Birthday present. E-V-E-R!

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Fast end to fast

Well that was short lived! As I suspected, I started to get VERY tired.... so this morning I stopped the juicing. Bummer. I need to do it when I have NOTHING to do... not when I'm working like a crazy lady. Oh well! At last I dropped a few pounds FAST and it gave me that little extra encouragement I needed. Wow I can't WAIT for spring break!!! I need it sooooooooooooo badly.

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Juice starts tomorrow

My throat started hurting AGAIN today *facepalm*. So I gargled salt water, and drove to Whole Foods to ready myself for a juice fast:



Juicer is cleaned and ready to go.

Let's do this.


(Clearly I'm too tired to reeeaaalllly update. There's a whole story about my almost slicing the tip of my finger off.... but that will just have to be later. Sleep is now)

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Sick!? Crazy....

Tuesday morning I wake up with a sore throat.... which doesn't go away as the day progresses..... and of course, it's a long day and I can't go home to retrieve my arsenal. Lucky for me, my dad rocks and he brought it to me during Grease rehearsal. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to kill it fully, and now I'm sick with a cold. *facepalm* I put my constitutional in water and took it a few times, which helped me to feel better at least... but my nose is all clogged, my body hurts, and my throat is raw (I may loose my voice). Ah well... that's what I get for eating too much white flour and not getting enough sleep (especially during the most stressful week of the year!!).

Tonight Grease opened, and we did a fantastic job! Hopefully that trend continues. It is bar none the easy show I've ever played. I-vi-IV-V for almost the whole thing, in 6/8 or 12/8. Soooooooo easy. Kellen is on bass, Alfonzo on drums, and Tom (a parent) on sax. We. Rock. And are all dressed up to look like the gang (white T-shirts and jeans. Hehehehehe)

Today at the high school there was a sheet of paper in my box..... I think it was the schedule for next year. Guess who has THREE classes!! Two choir, and music appreciation. Oh that would be me. Now I just need to reaaaalllly get my act together and get organized. The summer will be productive, that's for sure! Especially if I'm going to teach a main lesson in January! Yikes! Gotta learn my stuff! FAST!
And for the year book, the faculty are putting in pictures of THEIR senior year. Heheheheh. This is what I picked ----->


Tomorrow marks my two year aniversery since being diagnosed. I want to check my count before my birthday.... just to see. (Currently, I don't think it's much different)
Aaannnnd. Saturday I want to juice fast. I've been feeling the need for some time now, and frankly, I should be doing it right now with being sick and all.. but just haven't had the time yet. Saturday. Yes.... Saturday.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Fantastic weekend! (Pacific Singerbund in S.Cal.)

The directors room! King size bed all to myself! WHEE!
Run down time!

Friday:
Get up at 5:15am. Throw stuff together. Get out of the house be 6:20. Get on bus at 7.
Dinner Friday night. The servers were SWAMPED.
 Pick up Stockton choir. Enjoy each others company. Get to the hotel at 5. Dinner at the club at 6. (Too salty! But still a good time). Meet Otto, one of the tenors from Stockton, who is a hoot and a half and a retired German teacher. Get back to hotel, jump in the spa for a spell. Go to bed.




Saturday:
Get up at 8am. Have breakfast downstairs (fruit and granola..and potatoes). Go back upstairs, meditate for just a bit and then end up falling asleep until 1:00!!!! Get up, change, and leave for the club at 2. Get our tables, then go outside to warm up. The evening begins at 3 with a fair amount of talking. Sacramento sang 3rd, and we get a thunderous applause that turns out to be the loudest of the evening. Everyone loved my stage presents. Then Stockton sang 5th, and got a rather loud applause as well (they were the two best out of the seven that performed)
Then we all eat dinner. Mine was a bit of pasta with LOTS of veggies! YAY VEGGIES! Chat it up with nearly everyone. Get to know Otto more, who offers to teach me German for free! (since he's retired and not working any more). Dance with a few people. Participate in a MASSIVE conga line alla German style. We're one of the last ones to leave (at 9).
Join some of the ladies in the spa again. Then hit the hay.

Sunday:
Get up at 7am. Same breakfast (though I was naughty and had a bagel with honey). Pack and load the bus. Leave around 9:30. Stop for lunch at Anderson's Pea Soup (AMAZING!). Get home. The end. :)

Everyone had a fantastic time, and some real camaraderie was built.. within the choirs and between as well.  I got so many compliments, I really didn't know what to do with myself. They were all so pleased (myself included). Hopefully lessons with Otto will work out, cause I'm really inspired now to learn. It would really help take us to the next level if I had a better grasp of the language.


One a few small downsides:
1. My neck MAJORLY hurts for some reason (on the right side). I think I might have slept wrong on the first night. Or the fact that I didn't wear my mouth guard during my nap? Or a bit of both? No idea.... I just know it's REALLY hurting..hard to move.
2. I've got bruises EVERYWHERE now. ALL over my legs AND arms. :P Either that means the 1M is working, and my count is dipping before it goes up... or I'm going to start my period soon (which should be true), or a mix of both.
But besides that..... Fan.Tastic. :)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Ready to go!

Tomorrow morning (eeeaarrrlllly) I leave with my Germans to L.A! Am I packed yet? Of course not. Will I pack before bed? Nonsense.. cause I'm exhausted, and want to sleep NOW. I'll get up at 5am and take care of everything in the morning.

I took the 1M just now. :D We'll see how I feel over the weekend.

I met with Derek today... soooooooooo sore I can hardly move. I should do a lot of stretching on the bus.

Had some vivid dreams last night, and of course, can't remember them now. *facepalm* It'll be interesting to see what tonight holds. Time to find out!! :)

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

1M is in and Most amazing CS ever

The 1M of Gadolinium Phos came in the mail, but I'm going to wait to take it due to the CS session I had earlier today. The details are extremely intimate, so I won't go into them here. But I will say there was some crying involved, and a major release of...umm... something. The rest of the day I had all kinds of detoxing/stuff coming out symptoms. Nausea, headaches...and now it feels like I took an Excedrin! That funky Tylenol/caffeine sensation I would always get after taking them.. so maybe it's coming out!! WHOOHOO! So I'm going to go to bed early, and let my body continue to do it's thing, and tomorrow I'll take the 1M (<--that's my own assessment.. going on intuition here)

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Bringing it back in

Today was better. Still have an enormous 'to do' list, but at least it's all written down so I don't have to hold it in my head. I also had a massage today... which felt wonderful and helped ground me a bit more.

I read back to my April 2011 posting where I had my first 'sulphur burps' episode so I could get a better idea of things when I go see Dr. Allen in the morning... and then a session with Linda right after!

Derek kicked my butt all royal yesterday, and good heavens am I sore today. I asked for it, though. No.. literally.. I asked for it... or at least for him to kick my butt. And he did just that. I'm wondering if my platelets effect my muscles rebuilding themselves... I hope I'm not damaging my body because it can't heal fast enough. Ugh. Something I should look into....

There's dancing tomorrow, but I'm not going to be able to make it; I can already tell. Too much to do, and need to get ready for Singer Kommerz (leaving EARLY Friday morning).

Here we go with March Madness, as per usual. Singer Kommerz, musical rehearsal, musical, more musical, and then Disneyland. And then it's April. :) And I'll be 28. Now THAT'S madness, for sure.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Yup... definitely not grounded

I just read through my list of things that are ungrounding.. yeah... I've been doing almost all of them. o.O This will definitely explain why I'm feeling like crap and having a hard time getting anything done (I AM cleaning my room, at least)
Look at this madness: sedentary activities (me sitting for work and at home), watching TV (I do this in the kitchen while making food), being indoors for extended periods, driving in heavy traffic (DAILY), stress, being around ungrounded people (my students...daily), mean-spirited remarks/anger (again..my students), negative daydreaming (bad habit, which I'm at least more aware of), cursing, loud noises (my students, AGAIN), procrastinating, mess/cluttered living space (my room and car)

And I found this check list:
Have you...
Exercised
Been outside
Laughed
Enjoyed God
Been hugged
Made sure room is clean


I'm going to write that down on my white board... along with my list of mini to-dos. There are SO many little things that need to get done, I think their presents is stressing me and taking up mental space. I need to write them all down, and then get them done and out of my life.

Waaaaay off this whole week

I'm not sure if the mass exodus of all things bodily internal last week really threw me or what, but this entire week I have been off, and can't seem to find my footing. :P  I found myself not wanting to teach anymore, and not happy in general. Dancing on Friday wasn't as fun as it normally has been (caught myself doing my 'oh I'm not pretty' thing and trying to toss a pity party... though I managed to actually catch myself and stop, for the most part (and I still had fun, all in all)). And today I feel like something is wrong... which could just be cause my period is coming. But I also felt/feel like I didn't get rid of EVERYTHING that need to get out last week... whatever IT is, I'm not sure. Did I say this already? My room needs to be cleaned too, and I KNOW that contributes to my being ungrounded, for sure. And I haven' exercised all week.... AND have been eating too much. Wow.. Okay.. no wonder I feel like crap.
Re-dosing the Phos. helped a little bit for a day... I recall having a cool dream, but didn't write it down, as usual. *facepalm*
I made the Ibuprofen 12X and have taken it three times. Not sure if it did anything.. maybe it's contributing to my funk? New bruises on my legs and one I got from knocking my knee on a gasoline pump indicate my count has STILL gone nowhere. AAAAHHHHH!!!! I want platelets!!!! Is it too much to ask!?!?! I feel like my brain is slowly dying.... like I'm getting dumber. And I can't recover as quickly from working out.  What's missing?!?!! WHAT DO I NEED TO DO!?!?! People say they live just fine with a low count, and I used to think that too....but I'm starting to feel like that's not quite right. Yes, you can survive just fine with a low count. But it's not normal! Something is STILL WRONG! And I don't want that! I want things to be RIGHT. BAH! This is outragiously frustrating. My two year anniversary since being diagnosed is coming up in less than a month. March 16th (which happens to be Carver Arts Night..and the musical... (Yes.. it's going to be a looong day)). Two years of platelets below 30. Maybe I need to do another fast since it seems we can't figure out what's blocking the hpathy. *sigh*sigh*sigh*
Okay... rant over.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

HPathy Plan of Action

Tonight: redose Phos. (because of all the fluid loss from the other night..among other things).
Then make a remedy for Ibuprofen... take that 3 nights in the row and see what happens.
Currently I'm ordering Gadolinium Phos. 1M.

Still weak and slightly nauseated... and having some stomach acid (which is QUITE unusual).
Crazy tired. Time to sleep.


Monday, February 20, 2012

Platelet check

Got my count checked (I LOVE that I don't need a doctor to order labs any more...That's SO awesome to me. HEHEH! Thanks Patti for that little gem!)
25.
*sigh*
There was a note in the email that the results were abnormal and needed to talk to my doctor immediately about it. Hahaha. If only they knew the half of it. :)

Great weekend...ended with a bang!

The faculty retreat was quite a sucess. We were up north, by the coast.... BEAUTIFUL. The house we were in was about a 5 min walk from the ocean, and 10 min walk to the pool (hehehe). We arrived Friday night (yes, I got car sick....the roads got VERY twisty, and I was in a van.. bad combination). We played some games and then went to bed. Quite surprisingly, I was one of the first ones up! (6:30....with no alarm!). So I put on my swim suit and walked to the pool.. swam for half an hour, stretched in the sauna, and returned to make breakfast. Oh yes.... I made Green Glop, and it was a total hit. Mwahahah!
Then I taught them a round called "I have a million nightingales." By the end of the weekend, they all had it down pretty well and were singing it randomly on their own. :)
We discussed the master schedule and plans/dreams for the future... along with building camaraderie. That night I had to make a big salad for myself, since everyone was eating ravioli. :P And drinking LOTS of wine. I tell you what, that made for a VERY interesting night. LOTS of singing happening then..hehehehe. I started getting sleepy quite early (around 9), and in retrospect, should have gone to bed.... but little did I know what was about to happen.
At some point in the middle of the night (we finally started getting to bed around 11:30), I woke up with terrible gas, feeling the need to vomit. I got up quitely as to not disturb my sleeping roommates and sat on the toliet... unproductive. A few hours later, I had to get up again.... and this time got rid of more than just gas. :) Then again some time later I had to get up... and AGAIN another hour later. Needless to say, I didn't make it for my morning swim. I finally got up around 8:30 and ate a banana and odwalla bar for breakfast, feeling slightly better but still so-so.
Lunch was another large salad, and then we packed up and hit the road. I slept more in the car, which was a life savior for the twisting road. We stopped to eat, where I just had some watermellon and another odwalla bar. By this point I started burping a sulpher/bad egg tasting flavor. And the last time that happened, bad things followed.
By the time I got dropped off at my car, I knew I needed to sit on the toliet. Thankfully I managed to make it home just fine, but man was I hurting.
To sum up the rest of the night:
Poop, poop, puke, puke, poop, poop, poop, poop. By the end it was all water. Sooooo uncomfortable. At 4:30am I woke up, pooped more water, and decided I should try to eat something solid. Thankfully the piece of toast and banana stayed down. I'm doing MUCH better now as I write this, though still feel weak... and unfortunately need to go to German choir... We only have two rehearsals till the Singerkommerst. 
At first I thought the gas in the night was caused by too much fruit... but fruit would NEVER do that. Clearly, there was something foreign that needed excivating. And a part of my feels like not all of it got out. I could still taste a hint of that sulpher taste when I ate at 4:30. Hmmmm.
And then mom informs me that I had these bad egg burps when I was a baby.....
AND I ate an odwalla bar, which usually gives me stinky gas... and it hasn't done a thing now. Interesting..... very interesting....  I was thinking something was wrong with my g.i track... so maybe this just confirms it? I have no idea.
I need to study for music history tomorrow. :P Listening quiz. Goodness I don't want to do anything but sleep and rest. World, can you stop for a moment please?

Friday, February 10, 2012

Sleep apnea?....

Okay...so I forgot that I do this. Odd..to forget that you stop breathing sometimes when you sleep is silly..and to forget to tell your doctor is even more so. I guess I haven't noticed in a while. But on Wednesday, while I was resting on the massage table afterward, I kept stop breathing and would gasp for air. And I noticed I was doing it last night as well. I don't think I'm snoring...but of course, I can't be for sure. It feels like my breath just get's shallower and shallower until it's nothing at all.
And this morning I am tired tired tired. I also didn't take my pred-water-mix last night, so maybe that also has something to do with it? But how long do I need to keep that up for?

Thank goodness it's Friday! Dancing tonight!!! :D

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Butternut Pie


AND NOW!!!!
Ladies and Gentlemen.....

Butternut Pie
The crust:
1 cup almonds
1 cup cashews
1 cup pumpkin seeds
1-2 tsp cinnamon
1 tsp vanilla

5 dates
2 tbsp honey
1 tbsp coconut oil

*Blend nuts in food processor till powdery. Then throw in the rest and blend.  Mash into a pie pan (after lightly coating with coconut oil)


The filling:
1 butternut squash
1 cup cashews
1 cup water

5 dates
1/4 cup honey
2 tsp vanilla
1 tbsp pumpkin pie spice
1 tsp cinnamon
a PINCH of salt

*In a high powered blender, blend everything EXCEPT the squash till smooth. Bake the squash at 400o for 40 min, let sit and cool just a bit, then spoon into blender and blend with the creamy mixture. Use the plunger to get it mixed well and creamy.
Pour into crust and bake at 400o for 20 min.

LET IT COOL! (If you serve it hot, be aware that it won't hold like a pie. But once it's in the fridge and cooled, it's hard)
Serve as is, or with a dollop of yogurt....and a pinch of cinnamon.

Life is good

First off, I am all kinds of outragiously sore..and it is absolutely delightful. Derek had me screaming and grunting and growling in the gym. I even had to dump water on my head.... it was intense to the next level. Now I know how they feel on The Biggest Looser. :)

My freshmen class is definitely better. I still need to get a better grasp on what to teach, but at least I have a little more method to my madness this go around. Though I am noticing a small problem...and that's that the other kids who already took the class inform the new ones, but I'm changing it up... so they're expecting what the other guys did. Tough!

Dancing again tomorrow!!!! :D  I went to Target today and got a skirt and three shirts. They're fantasticly cute, and great for teaching in as well!! I am totally loving my wardrobe... SO different from what is used to be.