Bruises aren't really healing at any fast paced rate.
Cuts are bleeding.
Petechiae is on my chest.
No point in getting labs.... it's still low.
This is so hard, and I hate being in the thick of it. It was much better off STAYING low. That 66 is now a slap in the face for me. Everyday I hope that maybe it will go back up and it doesn't. I know it's suppose to wiggle up and down (with a general 'up' trend), but it's not wiggling!!! It's just down and staying there (it seems). ARRRGGGG! I don't want this mental pressure any more! I'm struggling enough as it is.
Okay.. That's my vent. We had a quiz in music History that I thought was going to be on Tuesday... so I wasn't ready for it.
I'm feeling like a nobody, I've realized. I feel like I'm not worthy to teach... that I'm too dumb and don't know anything. Which is stupid of me... but it's how I feel.
And again with the going to bed too late. *facepalm*
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