Right!... So.... I started the Goldenseal last Tuesday... come Thursday, I start feeling like I have the flew (and in the middle of teaching, no less)... I mean I felt terrible. Headache, for one..and just an all around crappy feeling. I took my temperature when I got home: 96.4.... I generally run around 97.7 (I should know...since I take it every day now...).... so being a degree colder was slightly uncomfortable. I had to take some Tylenol for the headache, and then took a nap. By Friday I was back to normal again. Was this die-off symptoms? Who knows. But today is my last day of the goldenseal. AND I'm re-dosing my constitutional at 9 drops tonight (if I remember... I'm totally passing out as I write this).
I found yet another nasty dark purple hard bruise.... and I wasn't hit very hard..so..yeah. I cried after I found it during my ritual 'check yourself naked in the mirror for bruises'. It was so incredibly frustrating. Just by going by that one... my count still hasn't moved. Frustrating. Upsetting. Confusing. Disheartening.The wait continues... the long.....long........long............long..........wait. If my count isn't moving by March, I might just have to give up, cause I really don't know how much longer I can take this. My hope is running very thin.3 years of trying a failing really wares on a person.
Wow tired! I'm totally falling asleep as I type.... I should go to bed.......
Kate - you do NOT give up. You MUST be more stubborn then this disease. You WILL beat it. God gives all things in his time. If this remedy isn't working, then you find another. There is a right remedy for you that will fix this. Just remind yourself that you must be more stubborn then this disease. :) BTW, goldenseal can also thin the blood and that may be what you're seeing.
ReplyDeleteThanks Patti! I just get really weary sometimes when I see these horrible bruises... But I didn't know that about goldenseal. I stopped it yesterday, as well as re-dosed at 9 drops. It's been over a month since I've done any other energy work. When do you think I should get a CBC to see if this remedy is working?
DeleteI wouldn't do anything blood work wise for at least another month - minimum. At some point you and April need to verify the remedy your on now that you're not doing any other energy work. Are you dosing your drops nightly? I'm not hearing you dosing daily on your LM? Or do you dose once a week? Sorry. I talk to so many people I can't remember who is dosing when. :P Was daily dosing too much for you?
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