By Friday morning, that sick-sore throat feeling had passed for sure. But then I saw Linda and we worked on supporting the whole bringing stuff up and out thing, and shortly after our session, I got that feeling again.. and it's come and go over the past few days (currently, it's here).
I got a few nicks shaving today...and they took quite a while to stop bleeding. :'( The bruise on my leg isn't healing as fast as I was hoping it would. It really feels like my count is still nowhere. UUGGHH! I don't want to waste a CBC, cause between the bruise's slow healing, lightheadedness (still), and long bleeding... I'd say it's the same.
And my mood just is NOT stable. I suppose it's all inward, too. I'm bright and bubbly around people, and do genuinely enjoy myself...but as soon as I'm alone it varies greatly. Some days I'm doing totally great and feeling great, and other days (like today), I just feel lost.. I know what I need to do, but can't find the motivation/strength to do it. Maybe that's everyone's case. Ha! I want a companion so badly right now (that also varies with the days). I want a man to cook for, to rub his shoulders after a long day of work, go on adventures with. *sigh* I'm turning 28 in two months, and have never had a boyfriend. I'm afraid I'll end up building it up so big, I'll only set myself up for major disappointment.
On a completely different note, Zoe and Jackson continue to bond. I showed Jax how to use the cat door...oh boy! That opened up a whole new world. Last night the two of them were playing outside...super cute!
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