Change

A change is coming... I can feel it. Or maybe it's already here and happening slowly.... but something is happening, either way. My dream last night was incredible. It was so..different... almost like it was real..or someone else' dream. The man was different. He had long, dirty blond hair, and was more on the lanky side. I woke up around 4 (by the kittens (mainly Jackson)) and wrote it all down. It's hard to explain, and wouldn't come across right in words. It was intimate, I'll give you that much. The rest is for me and my journal. :)

Stella went to her new home today. She HATED the car ride. And then Jackson was a bit more whiny..looking for someone to play with. Zoe was in her normal hiding spot for most of the day, so I kept him loved... but it seems the two are now playing more tonight than they ever had. Hopefully that progress continues! And I hope Stella is enjoying her new adventure.

It's quite difficult for me to not think about wanting a companion....and longing for one.... But I need to keep reminding myself: before I can find him, I need to find me.
With that said, tomorrow is my first REAL day with Derick, my new trainer. :D Here we go!