Thursday, December 15, 2011

The more I'm busy, the less I post

So clearly, I've been out and about working...hence the lack of posts. The past two weeks have been nearly a gig every day. Tomorrow will be my last one for a while (not including Christmas)
My students are going to sing a set of 7 songs at the pot luck tomorrow night. Should be interesting! :D We're using mics as well. AND the piano is tuned!

I just watched a rather inspirational video on YouTube:

I sit FAR too much. I never really thought about it as being unhealthy in and of itself. Inspiring... Very inspiring. I keep SAYING I need to exercise, but haven't started yet! This is madness. Less talking, more doing. I feel like a part of me isn't ready for some stupid reason. Or maybe it's that a part of me doesn't think I actually can, so it struggles to even start. Or maybe it's cause I don't have much support (besides mom and Jess).... Everyone says the whole "love yourself" "you're BEAUTIFUL", etc etc. This is about HEALTH.... okay.. and looks, yes. But FAR more about health. I want to get out and DO stuff. I want to be able to go dancing for hours. To go on long, rigorous hikes through the mountains. I can't do these things right now, and it just kills me. How do I start!? BAH! *facepalm*

Period hasn't started yet.... so I still haven't gotten my blood checked. *eye roll*

My dream last night was very interesting.
One of my students hopped into my car and started the engine. I was furious with him. I mean.. who does that? So I was yelling and swearing, and in my heated state, I did something that was super human. I think I slammed open some doors (that where 20 feet away). He was surprised, as was I...and that kind of calmed me down. I went to the dean and explained that I needed to leave immediately cause there were going to be people after me now.
"I apparently have..mm... super hero like abilities." I told her, searching for a quick way out.
I jumped out the side window and started climbing up the walls of a nearby building, so I would have an aerial view and at least be off of the streets. But before I could really get anywhere, this woman I know (who is VERY clingy) finds me and keeps trying to pull me down. I couldn't climb fast enough... she was always RIGHT behind me. Her constant nagging and pulling really slowed me down, and before I could get out of sight, cops started showing up on the street below.

It was really frustrating by the end there. And I think it means that I'm being held back from reaching my potential.. or something along those lines. I've had other dreams but have been SO busy, never wrote them down. And now I don't remember them. :P Ah well. Speaking of dreams.. I should go make some. :)

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