Baby it's cold outside

Yikes is it cold in the house! Pheeewwwweeeee! But that doesn't have much to do with anything besides my current state of body temperature.

Today I played for two services. There was bad good there..and unfortunately, gave in. Now my stomach hurts. :P I diserve it. Wow so much sugar. Where did my resolve go!? Just because it wasn't helping my platelets doesn't mean that's the only thing. My goodness I feel SO much better when I don't eat crap. Ugh. I have issues...clearly.

Yesterday I made an antidote to Excedrine... Since it seems like something is blocking me.... I figured that was one of them, considering I used to take it like CANDY. I should re-dose the Prednistone too, but with a higher potency...which I don't have..... I should email April after the holiday.

This is my new goal:

I want to go....so......so....very.......badly. True story.