Day..er.....10... AKA: Juice!

Well now.... my energy just kept going down hill, and I couldn't really look at my computer screen for very long without getting a headache...so it was difficult to update.

2 days ago (day 8) I saw the cranial sacral therapist here. It was a GREAT session, and it helped open my heart back up again (sometime after the David Deida workshop, it closed up hard and I have to struggling to open it). I didn't have a huge cry, but nice little one. Very therapeutic and grounding. Just what I needed.

The past few days have been beastly hot...which I think was contributing to my lack of energy and overall sense of blah. So I would wait and go out in the evening and just lay down on one of the retractable lounge chairs..and watch the dusk turn into night. It was healing and helpful.

Yesterday (day 9) was one of the hardest (next to day 2)... I was so ready to be done and getting very frustrated with being unable to stand for more than a minute...which started taking it's toll and my legs have been very restless while I trying to sleep.

So today I get juice! I asked for watermelon/celery for the first juice....but I think the intern might have put it into the system wrong....cause so far...that's ALL I've been getting. Heh. I suppose it's not a bad thing. :-)

I'm still very weak, but at least I can stand for about 3-5 minutes without wanting to collapse. Each day will get better!! I'm very glad now that I didn't extend the fast one more day...I'm going to leave on Wednesday and need to be able to hit the ground running when I get back...with rehearsals and gigs and all that fun jazz.