LM2

Dosed one drop of the LM2 two nights ago... Feeling really good. Really on top of things and emotionally really great. Not sure about my platelets though. I can't decide when I should check them... it's been well over a month since doing any other energy work.... Shouldn't they have moved just a little bit by this point? I want platelets, damn it!

Re-dosing check in

Wow I've been busy.... STILL not fully moved in *facepalm X 100*
Re-dosed last night and three nights before that. I think tomorrow I should dose at LM2 (one drop, clearly).

Last night I danced for 6 hours. Man I love dancing. It was an awesome night.. 7pm-1am. Went to bed by 2:00ish.... then had to get up at 6:30am for work. Then got back home at 9:30am and slept till 12:15pm!! ... got up and went to my other work. And then went straight to Sac State to play for a silent film. There was a bunch of fancy well-to-do folk there... and TV crew and reporters. Man I hope I did well. I think I did, at least. :)

Busy and scattered

So I'm STILL not fully moved in... there is just a LOT to do... hence the lack of posting.
I re-dosed my constitutional at some point between now and the last post a week ago, but forgot to write it down. *facepalm* I felt like I burned through it within the day.. so maybe I should go to every day instead of every 3 to 5? The bruises just keep coming.... faster than the heal, for sure. Wrestling with my friends probably doesn't help... but I hate not doing what I want to do because of not having enough platelets. Uuuuggghhhh.

On a totally different more awesome note, we had our run through of the silent film today. It went very well and everyone was pleased with what I did... Phew! The only thing I had planned was the themes for the Curse, the Lovers, the Lovers Sorrow, and the Child (I made all that up). And everything else was me improvising the whole time. Hee hee hee. The actual performance is on Monday. Hopefully I'll get some time to plan just a little at least... though improving the entire time DOES work... planning would be better though.

Exercise has been almost non existent save for the morning walks. Hopefully that will be remedied once I get settled in. Blah. At least I'm enjoying myself here... We are all having a fantastic time. :)

End of Goldenseal

Right!... So.... I started the Goldenseal last Tuesday...  come Thursday, I start feeling like I have the flew (and in the middle of teaching, no less)... I mean I felt terrible. Headache, for one..and just an all around crappy feeling. I took my temperature when I got home: 96.4.... I generally run around 97.7 (I should know...since I take it every day now...).... so being a degree colder was slightly uncomfortable. I had to take some Tylenol for the headache, and then took a nap. By Friday I was back to normal again. Was this die-off symptoms? Who knows. But today is my last day of the goldenseal. AND I'm re-dosing my constitutional at 9 drops tonight (if I remember... I'm totally passing out as I write this).

I found yet another nasty dark purple hard bruise.... and I wasn't hit very hard..so..yeah. I cried after I found it during my ritual 'check yourself naked in the mirror for bruises'. It was so incredibly frustrating. Just by going by that one... my count still hasn't moved. Frustrating. Upsetting. Confusing. Disheartening.The wait continues... the long.....long........long............long..........wait. If my count isn't moving by March, I might just have to give up, cause I really don't know how much longer I can take this. My hope is running very thin.3 years of trying a failing really wares on a person.

Wow tired! I'm totally falling asleep as I type.... I should go to bed.......

 

Goldenseal

The thought crossed mine and Leah's mind the other day that perhaps I have giardia.... cause she had sulfur burps and vomiting episodes when she had it. And it turns out h-pylori is another name for it...or very similar.
So I got some goldenseal yesterday to give it a whirl....won't hurt to try!....At least I don't think so....I'm taking 3 capsules a day for 10 days. Today is the end of day 2.
I'm also about to go re-dose my constitutional at 8 drops.

Today and yesterday was BIG moving days. I have almost everything packed now... and most of it is moved. All that remains is books and the big furniture.
So yes....I'm sitting at my computer.... in my new place. :) My keyboard is set up as well (cause I have a LOT of composing to do over the weekend).
It still hasn't sunk in that I'm moving..or rather, have moved. Odd. Cause every time I move there's a very specific feeling that goes with it....but not this time. Maybe it's cause I was spending so much time over here for the past few months.  Anyway... It feels good. Really good. I'm very comfortable here...and I LOVE how close I am to dancing now. Hehehehe.