Sunday, April 22, 2012

A bit of a let down from Dr.F

I posted on Dr.Fuhrmans website a simple "thank you" for the True North recommendation (cause without it...non of this cool stuff in my life would have happened). I also mentioned my higher platelet count with hpathy.
Here was his reply:

"Homeopathy is the study and acceptance of the placebo effect as real medicine. It is helpful, because it is not toxic and the body heals itself if left alone in the vast majority of cases, and it stops people from poisoning themselves with drugs.

If you can accept that only the memory of a substance has biological effects and those effects are strengthened with lower (non-detectable) concentrations, (a theory proposed hundreds of years ago in the dark ages of science) then the world could not exist as we know it. I think this thinking stems from people's upbringing to accept beliefs without evidence. The level of evidence needed to believe something as ridiculous as homeopathy would have to be exceedingly high. Such as the case if aliens have invaded us and taken over our government. I would not believe that with just a little evidence, I would need overwhelming evidence to accept that type of fantasy thinking."


Wow. Not exactly what I was expect. In fact, I wasn't expecting ANY comment on the hpathy. I had asked a question to see if he really was going to be at the next PDSA conference. But clearly, he was so distracted by my 'fantasy thinking' that he didn't answer it.
 A couple of people replied... cracking short jokes about the alien comment.
And then I replied with this:


"I do enjoy a good challenge! It may take me a while...but I'll get you that evidence.

I see your point..and raise you a thought: People say the exact same thing to me about water fasting. Even though I've experienced it first hand (and seen others experiences), people don't believe it works.
The same is happening with me with homeopathy.
Of course.. I suppose another problem is people don't have a clue how to use it..and generally speaking, indeed, it doesn't work because they don't know what they're doing. It's like saying Tylenol doesn't work cause you tried using it relieve a runny nose.

But I totally get that the whole idea sounds absolutely preposterous. My jaw dropped in comic disbelief when I first heard about it. "You put something in water... shake the living daylights out of it..then dilute it.. shake it again...dilute...shake..dilute.. WHAT!?" But I tried it anyone with MUCH skepticism.... and now I'm hooked.

To the best of my knowledge, no...science can't explain what goes on biologically...yet. (I could be wrong... I'm still studying music currently.. homeopathy school is next year.) But isn't that the glory of science? Always exploring? Keeping our minds open?
I guess that's my 2 cents."


And then someone randomly replied with this:


"You know, there's a reason why it's called "my 2 cents".

Usually it's just a modest expression of self effacement.

But in this case, it's actually very accurate.

What are you going to do?  Send everything you can find that pulls the rug out from everything we know about chemistry and biology to Dr. Fuhrman?

Pass."


Gah. Haters. I know it shouldn't effect me..... but man it really pisses me off. *sigh* Okay. I'm over it. I went through the exact same thing with water fasting. *facepalm* Why do people have to hate? Oh wait.... cause they're insecure, close minded )*#*)@$(%@!*$*%.
Aaaannnnd now I'm done. :)

Friday, April 20, 2012

Nothing yet...it looks like

Found another bruise on my leg (2..acutally.. but I found another JUST now). And there's been lots of red spots on my chest.
When will they go back up!?!?! This is maddening.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Tough Mudder


Tough Mudder.
I want to do this.
It's in September in Tahoe......and I reeeeaaallly want to do it. Only $125 if I register before the end of this month... but I reeeaaaalllly need more platelets if I want to do it. Hmmmm.. do I gamble and sign up anyway and HOPE they'll be up by then??

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Taxes are DONE

Phew!!! That took ALL day.. no joke. I had NO idea what I was doing or what I would need.... well I know now, that's for sure! I used TurboTax..and it was free since I made under $37,000 or something like that. In the end, I owed $472.... it could have been less if I knew what I was doing and had all my ducks in a row. Next year will be FAR better (though I'll have made MUCH more....so things might be different). Time to get even more organized..... I need a diary for my car, for starters.

Yesterday I spent ALL day doing World Music. I got 100% on my Unit 4 quiz..and 94% on the midterm. Not bad for cramming all day!

But now the VERY unfortunate thing is my Music History paper is due Tuesday (the first 2 pages, that is...and peer review)..and I haven't even started on it. And Monday (tomorrow) is my longest day of working..and Tuesday is San Juan sings..which is an all day affair..... so I'm not exactly sure how this is going to work. It will really take a miracle to pull this one off, cause I can't do all-nighters any more. OY VA VOY!

Bruises are healing at a snails pace. :P For a brief, shinny moment my count was higher.... and now it seems like it's stuck again! Isn't it suppose to slowly go back up after a dip? Cause it dipped over a month ago, and hasn't moved since (or at least seems like it...since I can't get it checked like I wanted).


My brain feels like it's been through the blender. Stupid. Taxes.




And on a totally different note, I applied for Superhero You. Goodness I hope I get in AND get a scholarship to go... cause it's $2,500. And I just don't have that right now (especially with summer coming)


And on a totally different note from that, I went dancing on Friday for 3.5 hours. It. Was. AWESOME. I wanted to go again tonight, but that did not happen...CLEARLY. My dancing buddy, David, clued me into the basic for blues dancing..and that reeaaalllly helped and made SO much sense... and made it easier to dance to the slow music (which only happened for one song). People are starting to approach me for help...heheheh...guess I'm getting pretty good at this! Though I still have a ways to go. Man I can't wait till summer! Dancing as much as I possibly can!

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Nothing yet

Bruises aren't really healing at any fast paced rate.
Cuts are bleeding.
Petechiae is on my chest.

No point in getting labs.... it's still low.

This is so hard, and I hate being in the thick of it. It was much better off STAYING low. That 66 is now a slap in the face for me. Everyday I hope that maybe it will go back up and it doesn't. I know it's suppose to wiggle up and down (with a general 'up' trend), but it's not wiggling!!! It's just down and staying there (it seems). ARRRGGGG! I don't want this mental pressure any more! I'm struggling enough as it is.

Okay.. That's my vent. We had a quiz in music History that I thought was going to be on Tuesday... so I wasn't ready for it.
I'm feeling like a nobody, I've realized. I feel like I'm not worthy to teach... that I'm too dumb and don't know anything. Which is stupid of me... but it's how I feel.

And again with the going to bed too late. *facepalm*

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Off days

Yesterday and today were off days.
But I had a session with Linda today, which I won't go into here... but it helped get me back on track, that much I will say.

I just found out the SaveonLabs boosted their pricing for a CBC with Platelets... and they no longer do JUST platelets. Awesome. *facepalm* I guess I WON'T get them checked tomorrow. Geeze that sucks.

I'm going to take another sip of my constitutional, write in my journal, and go to bed.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Quick re-dose

I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed with just everything I have to do. It's stressful. :P I feel like my brain is shutting down because of it....
So I took another sip of my constitutional.
I'd like to check my platelets tomorrow... I just have to remember to order the labs. But I'm off to bed now so I can FINALLY get a full 8 hours of sleep.
Phew!

Sunday, April 8, 2012

To the falls!

Another adventure to the waterfall! 


I'm SO sore and it feels fantastic. :) 
It's unfortunate that the trip impeded upon my dancing, but it was worth it.

The shortcut trail to the waterfall was VERY overgrown (even more so than the last time). I loved every minute of it. At one point, this is what it looked like:

You honestly couldn't see the trail. Brilliant. :)


Band cover shot :)

Mother nature loves you. :)


A silly shot when I say, "Quick! Everyone look over that way!!!"


That's one shiny mushroom!


Can't get enough of this! We just missed high tide by an hour. I would LOVE to see the ocean right up against the cliff!! Wow would that be something!
Next time I need to steal moms camera so I can get better shots... rather than my phone, which dies insanely fast when taking pictures.


And on a different note to check in on hpathy stuff:
I took a fair amount of Nux Vomica and Tabacium (both 30C) for car sickness. Those were some windy roads we had to go through, I tell you what! And just for the record, Nux Vomica works like a champ at 30C. WHEE! I'm good to go in about 3 minutes after taking it. Rock. On.
So since I took that, PLUS got a little dehydrated (again! Oy!), AND a little burnt... I redosed my constitutional in water.   
(Desperately trying to not let my bruises get me down. Goodness I hate them)

On a life note:
I'm so lazy. *facepalm* I didn't get a thing done that I want to this break. I'm not sure what I need to overcome this, but I really need to figure it out, cause this is rediculous. Honestly, I had so much I needed to do! And now I'm feeling a little stressed out and overwhelmed cause I haven't done anything yet (I'm reffering to composing music for my Carver Choir and German Choir). Being in school doesn't help (need to get ready for the mid term for World Music and get started on the paper for Music History).
Just gotta hang in there!! Only two months to go and I'll be done with music school!! (And then on to Homeopathy!!! WHOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!)

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Re-dose time!

Re-dosing my constitutional.
Going hiking tomorrow. :) (By this point, it's actually today (time for bed!!!))
Getting inspired to study health and homeopathy (really starting to think about next semester and where I want to go).
STILL having issues with the smelly gas! *facepalm* It seemed like there might be a correlation with my platelets... unfortunately I don't know where they are right now... though I'm pretty sure they dipped. Grrrr. But I guess that's to be expected. It doesn't stop it from being frustrating, though.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Disneyland and a new discovery (NEI)

Disneyland was great! If only Sarah had been there... *sigh* But I hung out with Wendy (my director) for both days, and we had a good time. I got dehydrated by the end of the first day (again!), and had a BUNCH of watermelon for the next two days (which helped tremendously).
These shots are from the Toy Story ride... it's a game.. it's in 3D.. and it's fantastic.


This is Wendy..being a goober. We are a LOT a like, it's kind of crazy. I'm CONSTANTLY saying things that she was just about to say, or visa versa. Or we notice the same people ("People watching" as we..and most other people I think...call it) ----------->








And this was our scores. Mine is the one of the left. Mehehehehehhe.---------->


On the way home, I passed out some Nux Vomica (6X) and Tabacium (30C) to a few different people...myself included. It's my go-to for motion sickness. :) Works every time. And everyone who took it was quite pleased as well. Of course..not I'm wondering if I should re-dose my constitutional because of the Tabacium...and dehydration.... Still waiting to hear from April... though I have a feeling I should just re-dose in water. But I wanted to double check. It's been a month since my dry dose.



I discovered something amazing today that I will be doing over the summer. Becoming a certified NET through taking the online courses at Nutritional Education Institute
I saw a text book on Joel Fuhrmans website called:
Nutritional Sciences: From Fundamentals to Food
by Michelle McGuire and Kathy A. Beerman. And then saw underneath it that it was required text for some course....so I clicked on the link, and discovered the NEI. Rock. On. I ordered all the books (that I don't already have).. and even if I decide not to enroll (cause it is almost $1,000), I at least will be MUCH more knowledgeable



And on a totally different note, I started back up with my training with Derek. Wow..... Just..... wow. *dies*