Clearly, due to my lack of posting, I have been busy. That is the understatement of the century. Teaching is fun, but slightly exhausting... trying to keep kids in line, quite, and teach them all at the same time will wear you out right quick. But I think I can handle it.
Apparently, though, what I CAN'T handle is EVERYONE in the musical being sick, and hanging out with them backstage. Opening night one boy was sick, by the third show, two more were sick. By the next weekend ALL but two were sick. :P I'm surprised I wasn't included in that. However, I HAD been getting good, solid sleep every night for the past week (finally sleeping well!!! WHOO!), but last night I didn't get much. 1) The show ended at 11pm. I didn't get in bed till midnight, and then had to get up at 6:30am this morning. So that screwed with things. And 2) I had to wear my wrist guards cause my hands are hurting from all the piano playing. And then on top of bad/minimal sleep, the way of women is about to crash into me, and that messes with things immune wise. SO, now I find myself with a sore throat. I've made myself a green smooth with spinach, kale, zucchini, celery, cilantro, and strawberries. (Poured onto cantaloup and granola)... and am about to suck on some zinc. We'll see what becomes of this.
Thankfully, I don't have to work tomorrow morning (though that will end next week).
Tomorrow I'll see Dr. Allen for a check up about my back. It's better, though all this work is not helping, and it was starting to hurt again during the show tonight. :P Lame.
I called to get an order for a CBC, but they haven't called me back yet. Though it's pointless, cause I can tell by my ugly purple bruises that it has gone no where. Grrrrrrrrr. I had my little revelation about not loosing hope the last time I blogged.. so I'm hanging on to that as hard as I possibly can. I see these bruises though and just want to weep with frustration and scream wildly. What am I not doing!? What have I missed?!? There has to be something missing... shouldn't I be better by now? Or at least improved? Stagnate is where I'm at. Maybe because I'm not exercising?..... I'm stagnate with exercise, so my platelets are mirroring that. Wow.... okay.... I wonder if that's right... I just had another revelation JUST like the one last time.... same exact thing, but with the word "mirror." I know what that means... no one else does.... It has to do with my last session with Linda. Wow. Could that really be it? Hmmmmm. I wouldn't have any reason to say 'no, that's not right' because I haven't been exercising... not for a long time (in a solid, consistent way)...so there's no evidence to say otherwise. Something to think about for me, for sure. Thankfully the weather is improving (and by improving, I mean cooling off), so maybe I'll be more likely to go outside. If only I won't get sick now.....
There's LOTS more to blog about, but I need to go to bed early....sooo.. I'm going to do that instead. :)
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