I don't think I'll ever fully understand how I feel about German choir. I always.. ALWAYS am not looking forward to going, and ALWAYS would rather stay home. But I go (naturally), and then always have a great time and love it. Bizarre!
I did realize tonight, though, that I'm using all of my own energy with them, as oppose to channeling at least some energy from...er.... what do I call it? Ha! My brain is instantly going to the Wheel of Time fantasy books. The source, is what it's called..... But anyway. Yeah.... I had that realization. I'm not totally sure what to do about that at the moment. It's not like it's a problem, really... it would just be more beneficial to all involved if I used less of my own.
I have been sleeping better.. slowly yet surely! Phew! I've been taking just magnesium the past few nights, and I think that's been helping. My dreams are getting better too. Nothing solid enough to really write about, but they're getting there. :D
I spoke with the insurance people today, so I'm feeling better about that. Things are coming together. I need to cancel mine, so they don't charge me for a car I don't have! :P And I think I WON'T go back to them.... and I'm seriously thinking about looking into AAA (which is what the other girl had... whom I'm dealing with)
School starts sooner than later... I should figure out what I'm doing in that regard. I still need to write that paper... though if it'll do me any good now, I'm not sure. *eye roll* I hate this about myself.. I just... don't... deal with things. I'd rather ignore than face. Fear is a big issue here. :P My sessions with Linda have bee exposing that. And maybe if I read my 'tapping' book, that might help. In fact, I think that would REALLY help.... so maybe I should read it. Oy! There are so many books I want to read! Need..to learn..to read... FASTER!
There is a MASSIVE fly in here.....
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