My trainer told me we would cancel our sessions until my back is doing better. *pout* I NEED to get stronger, cause that would certainly help things, but how do I do it when I hurt?!?! Talk about a paradox. Or at least a conundrum at best.
Also... sleep is TERRIBLE. I keep tossing and turning at night, and my dreams are vague and wired. Two nights ago it was frustrating... literally, that was the theme. Just..everything I did was frustrating. I was looking for something and couldn't find it. I couldn't say what I needed to, or really express what I needed to.
And last night's theme was all about driving and getting a new car.... Someone was offering me this tiny two seater (almost one seat!) car for $6,000. That came up because I got a settlement from the claims adjuster. $1,500. Which isn't bad, of course. I doubt I could ever sell the car for that much... but really.. What on earth can I buy with that?! Nothing, is the answer. So I'm not sure what to do, cause I can't afford car payments. Why do I have a feeling I've ranted about this already?......
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