Today I got a call from my new trainer, Nick... we played phone tag. :) ... and text tag. The end result: Tomorrow I'm meeting him at 11:00am for my first session. FINALLY! I went to the gym today and got my run in.. 1 mile in 10:50! Fastest yet! :D But I'm really frustrated at myself for not getting back in the saddle eating wise. That chocolate cake was huge... unfortunately. Even though it's infinitely healthier than regular cake, it still has a lot of calories.... and for sure I'm not burning enough to make up for it. Hopefully I can find strength, encouragement, and new discipline in this Nick fellow. We'll find out tomorrow!
Thursday we leave for.. *drum roll*... DISNEYLAND! I'm so excited! I just love that place. It's magical.
I am constantly tired, it seems... and I've been this way for weeks now. I'd really like to be awake and have energy instead of constantly feeling like I need a nap! Yesterday I was total drag hanging out with Sarah... I was a zombie just about. I even fell asleep in the car on the way home from thrift shopping. I'm wondering if this has anything to do with my platelets?... Cause I've never been like this... so tired. And I remember it starting after my count really dropped. If HPathy can bring it up, than I am for SURE going to become a practitioner. And I can't give up hope. This is not going to be how my life is going to go. I refuse to have low counts forever. Something needs to be fixed, and will be fixed... and is being fixed.
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