Headache is alllmmooossst gone. The massage helped.
German choir dress rehearsal went... er... terribly is too strong, but 'not well' is quite fitting. *facepalm* We'll see how Saturday goes. Lots of lesson learning going on.... hard... lessons..... *whimper*
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Enough please...
The whole day I've been as weak as a new born babe. Okay... that's exaggerating, I know... But not too far from the truth. My headache is pretty much gone, though about 1% is left. And I'm also just totally worn down and keep feeling like I have a fever...though I don't. I guess that's the Carsinosin... But really people, can we be done with this? I have SO much to do and can't afford the time to relax in my room and do nothing..which is exactly what I've been doing today (besides teaching...where I showed "Happy Feet," and will continue that tomorrow)
I had a session with Linda..which helped a bit... if anything, it just felt really good (as it always does). Tomorrow I get a massage, and Friday is NO SCHOOL. Then the concert on Saturday. Oh goodness. Is that really happening? Yikes. First concert where I'm directing a choir and not at the piano. Yes.. I'll be nervous... I think. That, or I just won't care cause of how exhausted I am. *eye roll* I'll have accompanying our guest soloist, though. Hehehe. Yay Dave! I hope everyone loves him. :)
I had a session with Linda..which helped a bit... if anything, it just felt really good (as it always does). Tomorrow I get a massage, and Friday is NO SCHOOL. Then the concert on Saturday. Oh goodness. Is that really happening? Yikes. First concert where I'm directing a choir and not at the piano. Yes.. I'll be nervous... I think. That, or I just won't care cause of how exhausted I am. *eye roll* I'll have accompanying our guest soloist, though. Hehehe. Yay Dave! I hope everyone loves him. :)
Massive headache
Yesterday, around lunch, I started feeling funky... slight headache..and an overall 'blah' feeling. By the time I got home, it was getting worse... and around 9 or so, I puked my guts out.
Reasons? It could be any one of these or a combination thereof:
1. Didn't drink enough water
2. The Carsinosin working it's magic
3. Detoxing?....from eating flour tortillas?.... maybe....
Needless to say, I still fee like crap and my head STILL hurts... which was unexpected. Normally a good night sleep will do the trick. Bllaaahhhh. I refuse to take anything! This needs to work out of my system, whatever the cause.
Teaching won't be fun, though. I think we'll just watch a musical.
The bruise on my hand is no longer blue, but now more brownish. I found a bruise on the back of my knee though... purple.. and doesn't hurt. :P Can I just go to sleep, and not wake up till I have platelets? Thank you.
Reasons? It could be any one of these or a combination thereof:
1. Didn't drink enough water
2. The Carsinosin working it's magic
3. Detoxing?....from eating flour tortillas?.... maybe....
Needless to say, I still fee like crap and my head STILL hurts... which was unexpected. Normally a good night sleep will do the trick. Bllaaahhhh. I refuse to take anything! This needs to work out of my system, whatever the cause.
Teaching won't be fun, though. I think we'll just watch a musical.
The bruise on my hand is no longer blue, but now more brownish. I found a bruise on the back of my knee though... purple.. and doesn't hurt. :P Can I just go to sleep, and not wake up till I have platelets? Thank you.
Monday, November 7, 2011
A new feeling
Today I experienced frustration and anger like I've never experienced before. I am barely keeping these kids in line.. bbbaaarreeeelllyy. We're talking about hanging on with fingernails. My grand plan just totally backfired in my face. It was WAY WAY WAY WAY too hard for them. Total and complete disaster. And they just wouldn't shut up. I haven't screamed at them yet.. but it almost hit that point. At the end of the day, I'm frustrated with myself.. so I need to remember that.
I'd like to state for the record that currently, as of today, I hate this job. Most likely that opinion will change.. but that's where am at RIGHT now.
So then, I go to German choir, and find out no one knows anything about sound/microphones. And people are complaining about what to wear..and some people don't even get the concept of black and white and any mixture thereof.
I'm so flustered, upset, and frustrated, I have stomach acid! BLECK! Haven't had that since I started eating well.
And now I have hiccups.
This week needs to be over... and it's only Monday. *facepalm*
I'd like to state for the record that currently, as of today, I hate this job. Most likely that opinion will change.. but that's where am at RIGHT now.
So then, I go to German choir, and find out no one knows anything about sound/microphones. And people are complaining about what to wear..and some people don't even get the concept of black and white and any mixture thereof.
I'm so flustered, upset, and frustrated, I have stomach acid! BLECK! Haven't had that since I started eating well.
And now I have hiccups.
This week needs to be over... and it's only Monday. *facepalm*
Aggravation
No.. not me. Well.. okay.. yes, but not what you think. :) This is hpathy talk.
Yesterday I felt like crapolla in the morning. My neck was hurting in a very odd, uncomfortable way. Not my throat (as in, cold/flu/sick stuff) but the sides of my neck. Weird. Like.. lymph nodes maybe? It went away by the end of the day.
And then this morning, my left arm started cramping again..even worse than last time. Thankfully, it's done, cause UGH was it painful.
I actually have an idea of what to do today for 7th period! I need to write it all out.. but at least I have something! Wow what a concept! *facepalm*
Tonight is our last rehearsal before our dress rehearsal on Thursday for German choir. Oh.. boy. Dave came over yesterday to run through his songs. THANK GOODNESS he's singing, otherwise our concert would be 50 min (where they're use to at last an hour and a half). They're fantastic, beautiful pieces.... so the audience should be pleased, I hope. *fingers crossed*
Okay. Time to prep.
Yesterday I felt like crapolla in the morning. My neck was hurting in a very odd, uncomfortable way. Not my throat (as in, cold/flu/sick stuff) but the sides of my neck. Weird. Like.. lymph nodes maybe? It went away by the end of the day.
And then this morning, my left arm started cramping again..even worse than last time. Thankfully, it's done, cause UGH was it painful.
I actually have an idea of what to do today for 7th period! I need to write it all out.. but at least I have something! Wow what a concept! *facepalm*
Tonight is our last rehearsal before our dress rehearsal on Thursday for German choir. Oh.. boy. Dave came over yesterday to run through his songs. THANK GOODNESS he's singing, otherwise our concert would be 50 min (where they're use to at last an hour and a half). They're fantastic, beautiful pieces.... so the audience should be pleased, I hope. *fingers crossed*
Okay. Time to prep.
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Re-dosed...
..the Carsinosin (in water). I couldn't help myself.. I was just feeling so overwhelmed again (thinking about teaching, coming up with something TO teach, and the concert on Saturday).
On a refreshing note, we saw Siegfried today! :D SOOOO awesome. Fastest 5 hours of my life.
Some people really hate the set, but personally, I think it's AMAZING. Yes.. it can (and has) malfunctioned, but it's soooo cool, it makes up for it in its awesomeness.
Afterward I was invited to go on a sailing trip/ dinner in the Bay, but had to refuse cause it would have meant I would be out late, and not get enough sleep due to working in the morning. *sigh* It was the right choice, at the end of the day, albeit not the fun one. :P
I smacked the back of my hand on my bed on Thursday night..... there's a bruise now, as expected. Let's see how long it takes to heal. I saw some red spots on my chest today as well. Trying not to scream with frustration. My left forearm is cramping as I type this.... perhaps the Carsinosin? (which I dosed around...er...... 5 or so). Wow I'm just getting so tried of waiting. I got an encouraging word from Patti the other day.. so I'm trying to hold on to it. But yikes is it hard when it seems nothing is happening. Grrrrr I say. Grr.
Some people really hate the set, but personally, I think it's AMAZING. Yes.. it can (and has) malfunctioned, but it's soooo cool, it makes up for it in its awesomeness.
Afterward I was invited to go on a sailing trip/ dinner in the Bay, but had to refuse cause it would have meant I would be out late, and not get enough sleep due to working in the morning. *sigh* It was the right choice, at the end of the day, albeit not the fun one. :P
I smacked the back of my hand on my bed on Thursday night..... there's a bruise now, as expected. Let's see how long it takes to heal. I saw some red spots on my chest today as well. Trying not to scream with frustration. My left forearm is cramping as I type this.... perhaps the Carsinosin? (which I dosed around...er...... 5 or so). Wow I'm just getting so tried of waiting. I got an encouraging word from Patti the other day.. so I'm trying to hold on to it. But yikes is it hard when it seems nothing is happening. Grrrrr I say. Grr.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Programs....
..are a thorn in my side.
Next year, I will NOT be responsible for putting together the program for our concert (this is German choir).. or at least, we MUST START SOONER. Ah well. This is what happens when no one knows what everyone else is doing. *faceplam*
At least it'll be done soon, and I won't have to think about it any more. Beginning to feel a tinge of overwhelmedness (oh yes.. I just invented a new word).... perhaps it's time to re-dose soon? I'd like to check my platelets too..... no red dots.. and the bruises continue to heal. It's been so long since I've had a normal count, I don't even know what it means any more. o.O
Still mini dreams.
And night sweats! UGH! The past two or three nights I've been DRENCHED with sweat. Not a fun thing. The last time this happened, I got massively sick a week later.... Hmmm..... *fingers crossed* Maybe it has something to do with my period? But that doesn't make since... at least.... I don't think it does.
Anyway! Back to this retched program booklet...
Next year, I will NOT be responsible for putting together the program for our concert (this is German choir).. or at least, we MUST START SOONER. Ah well. This is what happens when no one knows what everyone else is doing. *faceplam*
At least it'll be done soon, and I won't have to think about it any more. Beginning to feel a tinge of overwhelmedness (oh yes.. I just invented a new word).... perhaps it's time to re-dose soon? I'd like to check my platelets too..... no red dots.. and the bruises continue to heal. It's been so long since I've had a normal count, I don't even know what it means any more. o.O
Still mini dreams.
And night sweats! UGH! The past two or three nights I've been DRENCHED with sweat. Not a fun thing. The last time this happened, I got massively sick a week later.... Hmmm..... *fingers crossed* Maybe it has something to do with my period? But that doesn't make since... at least.... I don't think it does.
Anyway! Back to this retched program booklet...
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