So I took the LM3 twice and felt dumb as a brick..... and once I stopped, it seemed to help. (I also stopped eating gluten....which is a for sure no no now.... And it might have been a contributing factor). It certainly seemed like my count went up after I stopped...but I couldn't check due to my doctor being out of the office for the week. But now I'm not so sure, cause I found a purple bruise on my arm. I went a week without dosing (cause I didn't want to get dumb again), and then re-dosed last night..... Which I kind of feel like it pulled my count down.
I don't know what to do... I feel SO not on point these days. Dosing.. Not dosing... It doesn't seem to make the biggest difference... I'm perpetually dumb now. :P
And on a different note, Jackson has a BUNCH of fur ripped from his legs. The poor boy. I have no idea what happened... I went over to my folks place and mom and I cleaned him up and trimmed some of his hair to help him heal. He'll live....but it'll be a painful healing process. It all left me with this really strange feeling....sad....upset....unsure. It's hard to explain... I hope the week goes uphill from here....
Monday, February 25, 2013
Saturday, February 9, 2013
LM3!
Perfect timing getting my LM3..... let's see how this works out now.
I've been noticing more recently that everything is a bit wonky (mentally). My vision is definitely worse.... memory recall is WAY more difficult... When I'm typing, sometimes I'll skip typing out words (though I'm thinking them in my head). The memory recall is the one that sticks out to me... It's kind of scary, actually. Coming up with names of people, movies, events...it's all much slower... It's like I need to de-frag my brain... Maybe having such low platelets for so long is taking it's toll (I've always wondered if that was a possibility....) I don't know.... I feel like there's something I need to do or say... or some piece of the puzzle is still missing. I STILL feel sick to my stomach....and that last episode was almost a week ago..... Everything keeps getting stuck in my system! BAH! What do I need to do?! This is bang your head against the wall maddening.
I've been noticing more recently that everything is a bit wonky (mentally). My vision is definitely worse.... memory recall is WAY more difficult... When I'm typing, sometimes I'll skip typing out words (though I'm thinking them in my head). The memory recall is the one that sticks out to me... It's kind of scary, actually. Coming up with names of people, movies, events...it's all much slower... It's like I need to de-frag my brain... Maybe having such low platelets for so long is taking it's toll (I've always wondered if that was a possibility....) I don't know.... I feel like there's something I need to do or say... or some piece of the puzzle is still missing. I STILL feel sick to my stomach....and that last episode was almost a week ago..... Everything keeps getting stuck in my system! BAH! What do I need to do?! This is bang your head against the wall maddening.
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