Coming out...

I've finally told my parents, so now I can openly talk about it here (though I don't know how often they read this, if at all, anyway).

I AM IN LOVE! Yes.... what I'm doing is culturally taboo, but I really don't care. I've finally found the man of my dreams (quite literally). He's everything I've ever wanted in a man....everything. No joke. He's funny, VERY smart, strong (like an ox I tell ya!), handsome, sexy, confident, compassionate, loves musicals, loves hiking/camping/adventures, is a great dancer, very manly...the list goes on. It's amazing. There are other incredible qualities that, if listed, would quickly make this blog X-rated.... so I'll leave that out. :)

What makes it taboo is that he's 50... but everyone who has ever known me knows that I'm attracted to older men (always have been).... The bigger taboo is that he has another girl friend, and the three of us live together.

I love it. We have an awesome family and things are working out great. She and I get along smashingly and love hanging out together (I got her hooked on Dr. Who...heheheheheheh). I'm at the point where I don't care what anyone thinks..... I'm happy, she's happy, he's happy. Most everyone I know is also happy for me/us.... my folks and Christian friends are having a harder time with it (same with her's).... The whole threesome thing is right up there with being a homosexual. But what to do. I have to live my life for me, not for other people. If it's a mistake (like they say), then it's one I'LL make and learn.

Okay.. anyway....

I had a fantastic gig in Merced last week, but ended up eating like crap and got a headache the next day...and then yesterday got another headache and ended up puking... and still feel crappy today. :P  I'm up to 9 drops of the LM2... I order the LM3 and it's on it's way.... hopefully it'll arrive soon.
OH! And speaking of h-pathy.. .some random person commented on two of my posts telling me how I shouldn't be posting about homeopathy because it's misleading for people who are looking for "real" treatment options. I'm sorry.... is this a professional blog? Am I giving medical advice? No.... This is my personal journey... If you don't like it, go away. Don't randomly show up and tell me I'm wrong and shouldn't be doing what I'm doing cause YOU don't like it/understand it. Grrrrr.

I was hoping that my "coming out" to my parents and the world would help things move along, but I still feel like something is stuck...and it's starting to drive me crazy. MOVE platelets!!! Move damn you!!!